it had been around a week and a half since mine and mio's break up, the only times i have left my bed is to go and collect the food i ordered or to be hygienic. i don't know why i am this upset over the man that attempted to blame me for cheating on him with my best friends but.. he was the only person i loved, and it will take a while to get over him.
mio has been trying to message me saying sorry and how he still loves me, but i'm not having none of it, and today, was the day that i would finally get my ass out of bed and meet my best friends, nella and balia.
"hey babe" nella walked into my room to see the shithole state it was in.
"what the fuck happened here?" she asked me, aware i wasn't doing good but she didn't know how bad it clearly was.
"ugh just, getting over him." i was sat up at my desk putting makeup on, trying to cover up the bits i had cried off earlier.
"he isn't worth this babe." she pouted her bottom lip and came over to shake my shoulders.
"mhm, i don't know." i covered my face with my hands, dropped my brush and lent my elbows on the desk.
"hey gorgeous stoppp! he isn't worth these tears, but.. do you know who is?" she smiled and wrapped her arms around my neck.
"don't say sharky.." i sighed through my hands and finally let go of my face, picking up my brush again and dabbing some more blush onto my face.
"sharky!!" she smiled sarcastically and laughed.
"oh my gosh look at this shithole." balia finally came into my room, and weaved past the piles of clothes on the floor.
and yes, they were correct. my room was in a state. there was food packets everywhere, deliveroo bags, mcdonalds big mac boxes just sitting on the side, about 10 glasses just lying either on my bed or my floor, big piles of clothes just sat on my floor instead of my wardrobe, the little sofa in my room being filled with bags and boxes.. boxes filled of stuff i need to return to mio, which sharky is doing for me.
speaking of sharky, he has been helping me so much lately, i think he's came and waited for me to fall asleep about 4 times this week, also the only times i've actually fallen asleep, he's bought me food, presents, he's collected packages i needed. he has been my favourite person this whole week, helping me through thick and thin.
"let's not talk about it." i finally stood up, wearing a normal grey bodysuit, and adding a pink jacket and some white and pink jordans.
"where are we going anyway?" i picked up my phone seeing a text from a contact, named 'Mio W'. the name i changed it to literally 45 minutes after we broke up.
"well we going out, and the boys are coming, so hurry up they be waitin!" balia pulled me as i decided to ignore the text from mio and shoved my phone in my pocket, and hurried down the stairs.
all the boy's were sitting on the L shaped sofa we bought when we first moved in, when sharky saw me coming down the stairs, he jumped from his seat over the sofa and ran over to me.. i think that's the fastest i've seen him run.. ever.
"al, al, al, al." he repeated my name as i finally got to the last step, i felt my phone buzz multiple more times.
"sharks, sharks, sharks, sharks." i repeated back to him and held my hands up so he could embrace me, which he did, very tightly might i add.
"how you doin?" he rocked me and then let go of the hug, still holding onto my waist though.
"better. he keeps messaging me." i sigh and hold onto his arms that are on my hips, looking down at my shoes.
"i keep telling you, why aint you blocking him?" he tilts his head to look at me and bends down.
"i keep trying to, but i just ca-" i attempt to say, but rudely get cut off by kenny.
"right let's move!" kenny exclaimed, ushering us all out of the house, rudely interrupting mine and sharky's talk.
"we will talk later." sharky patted my shoulder and trotted over to chunkz.
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𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐚: all of the lights🩷
𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐝𝐧: my baby ^𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐚: hi gorgeous
𝐜𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐤𝐳: alright but where's my creds ^𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐚: I TOOK THIS MYSELF???
𝐨𝐡𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐲: hi single lady ^𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐚: hi single man
𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐤𝐫: hello ^𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐚: ur leng
𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐞: damn baby ^𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐚: hi darling
𝐚𝐣𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐥: ok ^𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐚: boy stfu
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ok bc y do i keep forgetting to upload the pre-made chapters....
