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- 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜
"what is that feeling?" i was sat with nella and balia, talking about an occurrence that happened earlier between me and... someone.
"it's fucking love, bitch!" balia grabbed my hands, her smile going ear to ear.
"no- i cannot? he is my-" i attempted to explain.
"nuh! do not say anything, you cannot deny this!" nella stopped me, pointing at my heart.
i contemplated, they are my best friends, i should trust them. but also, he isn't someone i would go for.
"what is with the squealing?" niko and chunkz entered the room, not even knocking on the door.
"hey! we could've been fucking!" balia exclaims, pushing niko off the bed as he attempts to sit down.
"number one, none of you are gay, and alana is muslim." chunkz rolled his eyes, perching next to me on the bed.
"okay, fine." balia elbowed niko as he sat next to her and shoved herself into nella's side. "alana likes sharky!" balia splurted, not being able to hold it back.
"WHAT?" chunkz screamed, instantly wrapping his hands around my shoulders, gripping them like a tight rope.
"shalana is real!" niko whisper-shouted, jumping over to chunkz, whom was on the other side of the bed.
"shut up!" i sighed, "i never said anything, i just said to balia and nella, that i may of felt something when we hung out earlier. that's it." i informed sternly, ripping my shoulders out of grip of chunkz.
"someone's angry, just say it, you like him!" chunkz wrapped his hands back around me, this time, putting his cheek onto my shoulder.
"i will never admit that." i clenched my jaw, again, ripping myself off of chunkz.
"why are you so mad?" niko questioned my behaviour, standing his head up on his elbow.
"because- he likes jade, and i like arello. it is impossible." i explained, leaning my head against the headboard.
"arello is a creep, and jade is a straight red flag. you should tell him about jade messaging you." balia pitched in, rubbing her hands along my calf.
"he will never believe me. this is jade we are talking about, he will ask her about it and she will deny the shit out of it!" i complained, whacking my forehead.
"what?" chunkz interrupted, clearly confused.
"just leave, get out." i squealed, ushering them out.
around 3 hours later, balia and nella left, leaving me and my thoughts alone.
"what am i going to do?" i gripped my forehead, mumbling to myself.
i decided to just sleep on it. i didn't have an answer, or resolve for this.
i grabbed my neatly folded silk pyjamas, garmenting myself with them. i slicked my hair into a bun with my huge, stretchy hair band and stuck my shiny black bonnet onto my head. i sighed, strutting to my en suite.
i snatched my toothbrush, applying the toothpaste and brushing my teeth and gums.
once finished, i grabbed my glow recipe facial wash, applying pumps onto my hand before smoothing it over every inch of my face.
i wash the cleanser off, and brush my skincare to the side, because i really can't be bothered.
i get under my covers, turning off my main light by the switch next to my bed, and finally, doze off.
an its happening! im gonna be quite inactive for the next like 12 days cuz for 9 of them im going on holiday!!!!
