✧ 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞 ✧

Too late (Chapter 8)

"But we can't.. do this. I'm sorry."

She said as I felt thousands of knives went through my entire body. Why not? I love her, she loves me! Wait, But.. does she love me that way?

"I'm not gonna force you, lor. Can I just know why?" I could tell she knew I was sad. "We loved each other since what -- we were 5?" I nodded but still confused to where she was heading.

"I'm not.. suitable for your fans and you. I just..." She sighed. "Your famous and I'm not, I just don't wanna cause drama since your fans are extremely possessive of you."

Well, if that's what she thinks.. "I understand." I said and broke eye contact. "Bill, listen, I'm sorry but you were just.. too late."

I felt those knives again. Only, now it's like I'm being tortured or electrocuted.

"Yeah.. Only if I didn't make that promise, or only if I showed you that I loved you back then, then maybe --"

"It would've happened." She finished my sentence and we both started to tear up. God I hate this, I shouldn't have left her in Germany!

"Lor, I don't care being famous and I for sure do not care what other people think about me. They can hate me all they want, I'm not letting you go because of them. If they're a real fan, they'll accept who I am or who I want."

I looked at her in the eye and she smiled. "We'll figure this out. Right, billy?" "Anything. Just for this to work." I hugged her and she hugged me back. We stayed like this for a couple of seconds.

"Do you wanna come in? People might see you here and attack you." She joked, I love her laugh and her smile, she should do it more often..

"Alright!" I said and she gestured me to come in. "Was all this reya's idea?"
"Well, no. Tom talked me into it and Reya too." She made an 'O' shape in her mouth and smiled.

"Wow! These are your guitars?!" I was surprised because I didn't know she could play guitar! Maybe it's new!
"Yeah. Actually, my crew at the studio gave them for me." Wait what?

"You have a crew? what do you mean studio?" I was so confused, only singers have that..

"Oh. um.. my dad showed a video of me singing to the producers and his crew at work and then they loved my voice and my appearance and they made me sing and they loved it. They kinda released it immediately.." She's shy, what does she have to be shy about? And holy shit.

"You're the complicated girl?" She looked at me confused as I looked at her surprised. Come on, who wouldn't be surprised? She's that girl!

"My song is complicated, what do you mean complicated girl?" She was confused and laughed at the same time.

"They released your song but didn't put your name with it!" She was surprised for a second and then she kind of remembered something.

"Oh right.. I told them not to put my name with the song." What? Why wouldn't she want that. "Why not?"

She sighed at looked straight at me.
"I wanna share my voice and songs to the world without any drama so..." She broke eye contact with me and sighed. "I told them to not put my name before they even released it."

"We were looking for you, you know."
I was still looking at her even if she broke eye contact with me earlier.
"We wanted you to.." shit, do I tell her this?

"Wanted me to what?" She asked confusingly. "Nevermind, it's not a big deal, really." "No it's okay, wanted me to what?" I should tell her already then move on, it's not like she'd agree or anything.