Part 12

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My eyes stung from the amount of crying I've done for the past few hours. I haven't left the bathroom for a while. I don't feel like leaving the bathroom for a while. I sat up and looked in the mirror. I looked terrible. Messy hair, puffy eyes. I cried even more at just the bare thought of looking at myself in the mirror. I've been looking terrible for the past few days. God, what is wrong with me?

It's currently 7pm. Shit, I've been in here for 3 hours just crying. All of a sudden someone walked into the bathroom. Shit, I didn't lock it. I wiped my face and looked up. It was Chris. "Diana?" he asked. "No. No. No. Don't act like everything's okay Christopher. D-don't do that." I stood up and stared at him. "How can you act so innocent after everything that happened yesterday? Huh? You broke my heart Chris. The kiss? The situationship? The everything? It means nothing to you?" I stared in disbelief as Chris scratched his head, "What do you mean, Diana? There was nothing going on between us." "What..." It couldn't be true. "Fuck you Christopher."

I ran out of the bathroom and into my room. Matt left to his room and stayed with Julie. He knew I would need some space after talking to Chris, which I never did. I still needed it. I locked the door and fell onto my bed once again. I cried and cried. Tear after tear. Sob after sob. I held my body in my arms. How could Chris say that? He probably never really loved me. I guess that's just the flirty personality he has, right?

*time skip to the next day* 

Today is the day of the court hearing. Last night Asher and Roxy had to return to Germany urgently, but I didn't really care seeing as I had bigger problems to deal with. I woke up with no baby next to me. Matt knocked on my door and I opened it. "Here's your sister back, btw she took a huge shit on my blankets, I'm gonna need new ones." I barely smiled. I looked absolutely horrible once again. I took Juliet out of his arms and thanked him for staying with her. 

I took a quick shower and bathed Juliet. I got her dressed first into her little dress. She so beautiful, she's like a spitting image of Mama. I got dressed and did my makeup, my hair in a simple bun. "MATT!" I called out from my room. "Yes, dipshit." He came barging into my room with Nick and I asked him to take a picture of me and Julie outside. I posted on my Instagram before we got into the car and left.

 I posted on my Instagram before we got into the car and left

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My father ended up getting arrested for 50 years. That was a bit unexpected but woah. Mary-Lou and the Triplets were there to support Juliet and I through the whole thing. Well besides Chris. Anyways, we're going out for dinner tonight to celebrate with Ramona!! Maybe Matt and Ramona can finally get their shit together and start dating now. IT'S BEEN 3 FUCKING YEARS.

Anyways. We finally got home and it's now 4pm. We all hung out in Nick's room, surprisingly Chris was there too. It feels a little bit awkward being around him, but it still feels nice. Juliet was playing with Trevor and the poor thing looked like he was being tortured. "Juliet, be nice" I said, she immediately stopped pulling his ears and started stroking him softly. 

She's so kind. I love her so much. Chris kept looking at me, catching quick glances. "Diana? Can I talk to you?" I heard Chris say. I looked at Matt and Nick for reassurance and they nodded towards the door. I stood up slowly and followed Chris out. He stopped in the corridor and closed Nick's door. 

"What do you want Chris?" I wasn't in the mood for him to shout at me again or tell me I'm worthless or anything for that matter. "Diana. I'm sorry." Those words made my heart stop beating. That's all I ever wanted to hear from him. "Go on." I wanted to hear more. "I'm sorry for shouting. I'm sorry for flirting with Roxy. I'm sorry for being a bitch. I'm sorry for not apologizing sooner and I'm sorry that I'm a terrible person."

I suddenly found my arms around him as I pulled him into a tight hug. He's been very distant for the past few days. I missed him so much. He hugged me back and I looked up at him. "Chris. I've been meaning to tell you something for a while now and I don't want you to get mad." he furrowed his eyebrows, "Are you and Matt dating?" "What! Never!" I can't believe he just said that, I'm in love with you idiot. 

"What is it then?" I hesitated before saying it, "You know what forget it. It's not that important anyways." 

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