Diana Russo is best friends with the Sturniolo Triplets and has been for the past 11 years. She's been abused by her awful father for the pat year with no one to help her. What happens when Mary-Lou offers for her to move in with her family? Diana h...
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I sat in my dark room with my airpods in. My music was intensely loud to the point where I could hear nothing else. I laid on my bed, flat on my back with tears running on each side of my face. And you know damn well, for you, I'd ruin myself a million little times. Taylor sang through my airpods. And she's fucking right. I'd ruin myself a million little times if I had to, just for him.
That whole night I spent crying. All I could do is cry. If the 1 person you love the most stabbed you in the back, wouldn't you feel the same? For fuck sake. Why does loving someone have to be so hard?
I woke up to the sound of my crying little sister. "Don't worry, Juliet it's okay." I jumped out of my bed and walked to her crib, pick her up and holding her in my arms. I miss just the single bit of holding her. I miss having my little sister. I miss looking after her. Tomorrow is the court hearing. Shit.
I haven't gotten an outfit for Julie to wear yet. SHIT. I took a quick shower and got dressed into jeans and a crop top. I bathed Julie and put tights and a shirt on for her. I sat at my vanity while she watched Cocomelon on my TV. The door creaked open. I turned to look who it was. It was Nick.
"Hey Ana," he said walking over to me. "Hey Jules." he picked Julie up and kissed her cheek, sitting on my bed behind me. "Hi." I couldn't think of anything else to say. "Are you ok-" "Don't. I don't want to talk about me right now. I'm going to the mall with Juliet to get her an outfit for tomorrow and some other stuff." I looked in the mirror and saw him holding her so lovingly. I smiled. He's like her big brother now. Nick's always said he hates little kids, but he's so loving towards her.
"Can I come with? Pleaseee" He dragged out the 'e' with a baby voice, "Yeah sure," I quickly did my hair and makeup and brushed Julie's hair. I unfolded her stroller and put her baby bag in the back. Nick helped me get it down the stairs and put it in the car. He went outside alone, leaving me in the house. I decided to grab something from the kitchen since I hadn't had breakfast yet. I put Julie in her high-chair and walked over to the fridge.
"Is your fat ass gonna eat more?" Roxy walked around the corner and leaned on the counter, staring daggers into my back. "Excuse me?" I can't believe Roxy right now. She's been my best friend for over 5 years and now she's being the biggest bitch ever. "What has gotten into you Roxy?" "You heard me." I can't believe she just fucking said that to me. I'm gonna wreck this bitch. "At least I don't look like an anorexic twig you fucking dickwit!" I blurted out.
"Ooh, little Diana is finally fighting back." she walked over to Julie and picked her up, "Don't fucking touch her." I walked over to her and grabbed Juliet out of her hands. She frowned and I flipped her off. "If I see you touching my sister again, I'll cut your throat out." I inched closer to her, "Do you hear me?" she face was pale and frightened. "I said, did you fucking hear me?" she nodded her head and went back upstairs. God she's seriously annoying me now.
Roxy was my best friend and just last night she turned into my worst enemy. And the audacity she has to call me 'fat ass?'. It's just because she has no ass. I got some of Julie's baby food from the fridge and made some toast for myself. Matt came back within 5 minutes and helped me feed the baby. "I heard everything that happened with Roxy, y'know." he grinned at me, "Was it cool?" I asked, "Definitely. You're my idol, Diana." he put on a girly-girl voice and I laughed at him. "Thanks for helping me with Jules." "Anytime, dipshit."
I finished my breakfast and Nick finished feeding Julie. He carried her to the car and buckled her in her car seat and we drove to the mall. We visited a few shops until we found the perfect one. "Aww princess, look at this one!" I showed Juliet the dress and she smiled and grabbed it. She hugged the dress which was a signal that she liked it. I giggle at her and Nick smiled. I picked up some accessories and we went to Starbucks.
We drank our drinks and got back in the car. I was having the best time of my life! Nick is literally the best. We blasted Taylor Swift on the way home again and scream the lyrics loudly. Hey, even Julie was screaming! When we arrived home we unpacked the car and put everything in my room. I sat on my bed and thought about last night. "Nick, should I apologize to Chris?" I deeply wanted to apologize but I wanted to get a second thought on it.
"I think you should. He's really upset about it. But at the same time, he also did something wrong, which means he needs to apologize as well. But you guys need to make up VERY SOON. I'm not going to LA with two unhappy bitches." I smiled at his words. "You know. I'm gonna go do it right now." "What." his head shot in my direction. "Apologize to Chris. I'm gonna do it right now." I stood up and made my way to his room. Nick followed me in hopes to stop me from apologizing. "Diana, I don't think you should-" "Nick," I huffed, "I'll be fine, okay?"
I knocked on Chris' door but no answer, I didn't hear anyone so I knocked again just to make sure. I opened the door slowly and peeped my head inside. Oh. My heart sank below the surface as I looked at them. They're sitting on his bed and cuddling each other. Holding each other's hands. Watching a romance movie. I thought that was mine and Chris' thing. Their heads turned to me and they stared in annoyance, "Sorry. Wrong room." I forced out a sarcastic laugh and closed the door behind me. My feet lead me to the bathroom and I locked the door once I got in.
I shut the bathroom door behind me and sobbed. My knees grew weak and I stumbled to the ground. There I was. Crying over the same boy. My head was in my hands as I let out cries. He's too good for me anyways. It never would have worked. Gosh, Diana. You're a damn idiot.