Rudra

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Rudra's POV....

I checked the next project plan and design made by my juniors they need my approval for proceeding next process...

It's was good and meets the customers need, they were nervous... Why won't they I already rejected 6 of their previous plans as it was not up to the mark....

I am very strict and organized when it comes to my profession , I never settles with anything that is less than the standards we already set on this field...

That uncompromising work and passion towards my job took me to this position....

Being the Chief Engineer in a big construction firm is not easy job to do and I reached here at this age is still an achievement......

After approving that design and attended some client meetings I directly went to the construction area to check the progress ...

After my work time i return back to my apartment....

Yes I don't live with my parents......

I brought this apartment 7 years back because it's near to my head office ...

But the main reason is my Nila...

I brought this for us... I know my mother even though amma likes nila... But both can't live in a same roof...

So i brought this way before and here I changed everything according to my Nila's Liking.......

I don't need to ask her or she don't need to say what she likes and dislike.....

I know her like the back of my hand so it's easy for me to decorate this apartment according to her...

But I didn't do it in single stretch...

I modified it slowly step by step...it took me 4 years to finish all this,
Because if she get to know that I brought any loan or borrowed money to buy this stuffs then she would blast me...

Now thinking about all those crazy stuffs I did makes me laugh at myself.......
I was dead that day itself when she said .... That she loves someone else ....

Somewhere I know that she didn't think me as I do...
She treats me as her mentor and good friend...

That's it...

Some part of me always knows that this would happen that's why I can still manage to live even after she become someone else's...

Irony is That some one is my best friend.....

We both loved the same girl without each other's knowledge...
I can't blame him for that...

Who won't fall in love with her....

See even my stone hearted Friend fell in love with her in the first meet itself...
Then how can I stop myself from loving her I know her from her birth..and grow up with her .....

Now she is happily married and My Nila became shiva's Chellama.......

I don't have any grudge against him.... I know how much he suffered and the pain he gone through......
I know this clearly only Nila can give him all the love he deserves...
I  am sincerely happy about them....

My mind already accepted the fact that my Nila is not mine now......

But this stupid heart is not ready to accept it....

With heavy heart I went inside and took a cold shower....
I changed into comfortable clothes.......

When I was drying my hair I noticed the photo frame near it....
It's our first picture together....

The first time I took her in my arms....
I was just 4 years old then and Nila was just born baby....

That day was still refreshing in my mind.......
Mama took that tiny baby Nila wrapped in a towel from the nurse..

He was in tears..... Even Rakesh was crying seeing his little sister...

I stood there with curious eyes... Just to get glimpse of my Nila....
Yes that small boy belived that that baby is going to be his's

Am I allowed to blame my mother for that...
Because she was the one who sowed that belief in that small Rudra...

Saying if atthai gives birth to a girl baby then she will marry me and become her daughter in law...
That innocent boy belived his mother....

And starts jumping and clapping in happiness when he got to know that her atthai give birth to Baby girl...

His Nila.....

Mama gave my Tiny Nila to me with much care and admiration I took her in my arms...

She was so small and soft.... She didn't open her eyes till she was in mama's hold but when I took her she opened her small eyes....

It's was the most beautiful feeling ever that was carved in my memories...

She smiled at me her toothless smile was still a mesmerizing view.....

I don't know it's because of my mom's words or her eyes that made me fall for her.......
I know that moment I was a goner...
I smiled bitterly creasing that picture.....

Why amma..... Why did you said all that to me and manipulated me...

Now I am suffering because of that...

I can't able to bear the pain......

But I can't balme her fully right.....

Who won't fall for my Nila....

I am not an exceptional case... If mom didn't start that desires in me I will myself fell in love with her gradually......

For me Love is My Nila only.....

Even she is not mine... I know I can't give that love to anyone else...

So want to live my life like this alone with my pain....
But Nila decided not to give me that peace to....

I already said yes for marriage to my mother and she started her bride hunting.....
I agreed just because my Nila asked me...

I chuckled at my own situation....
Even after getting married how much her words has control over me....

I can't never say no to my Nila....

I don't want to hurt another girl too...

Because I know the suffering and pain we get when we love someone but that person can't reciprocate it....

And we can't hate that person tooo....

It's living hell...

I don't want to give that pain to anyone else....

I just hope no one agree to marry me.....









Author's Note.,..

How's is the chapter....

He is too hurt 💔💔💔💔💔

See the unity in this couple

Rudra is hurt because His Nila loves someone else...

Nandhini is hurt because her Rudra loves someone else......

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