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Divine prophet Susabi x fem!reader

You were annoying.

Incessant in your path of trying to propose.

Every since the day that you had proposed your love to him, Susabi had been finding secret love letters and gifts everywhere. 

It was like you were trying to make him give in. But, he wouldn't.

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"Susabi!"

Susabi groaned, hiding his face in his palms, in the childish hope you wouldn't see him.

Susabi looked down and saw your face looking at him from on one knee.

"Divine prophet Susabi, will you-"

He cut you off my pressing a hand to your lips. It was already enough having you parade after him daily. He didn't want Susanoo and Seimei to know as well. Touching you was a mistake, though. He looked down to see your face turning red as you held the hand on your face. 
Susabi tried his best to remove his hand, but you're suprisingly strong for a human.

He looked down at you, and wondered what you saw in him. A small breeze rustled your hair. Instinctively, Susabi reached out a hand to brush hair out of you face. Suddenly, you shot up. 

"Who's making my favourite food without telling me?!~" You called out, getting a small 'Oops' from Yao Bikuni.

Susabi was left standing there on his own, looking down at his hand that had touched you. If someone else was there, they would tell you that his face was a tomato in that moment, even if Susabi himself swore otherwise.

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"Susabi~!"

Susabi groaned. He was in the middle of a meeting with Seimei and Susanoo, trying to plan the fight with Orochi. He didn't want you being a distraction.

"I'll deal with it..." He muttered as he left the room.

"Susabi-" He cut you off, glaring at you.

"You have proclaimed your love every day for a month. I haven't accepted your advances once. Do you really think that pestering me, nagging me everyday would change my mind? It might have been funny once, Y/N. Go find some other person to bother. Nothing you have done so far has changed my mind in the slightest."

"But, I-"

"I don't love you, Y/N. I don't like you either."

Susabi turned on his heel, leaving you alone.

You reached out your hand, but his words stopped you.

'Does he really... hate me that much...?'

You felt your throat choking up, tears beginning to fall. You clenched your fists at your sides. 

If he didn't love you, maybe... if you did something amazing...?

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The fight with Orochi went for a long time. In the end, neither side won. But both sides experienced great losses.

Susabi and Susanoo had been sent to gather the dead bodies. 

"Susabi, isn't that...?"

Susanoo pointed to a familiar looking body.

It was like time had frozen. 

"Y-Y/N...?"

Susabi took a step forward, and staggered a bit. Why were you here...? 

Weren't all humans that couldn't fight evacuated...?

"Susabi, I think she's-" Susanoo stopped, seeing Susabi's face.

Susanoo hesitated, but decided to leave him.

Susabi's vision swam. 

"H-how...?"

Why?

Why?

Why did he care so much?
He hated you, didn't he?

Then why did it feel like his heart had stopped beating? 
Why did it feel like he was the one on the ground, cold and dead?

He felt something fall off his face.
Was it raining?

...Since when did gods cry...?

~

Susanoo and Seimei had waited for Susabi to finish, but when he didn't return, they went to check on him. What they found was Susabi hunched on the ground, over your body. Even from their distance, they could hear his heart-wrenching sobs.

~~~

It was... lonely.

Where did you go, Y/N...?

I miss you.

Come back. 

Annoy me.

I don't care. 

Please, 

just come back to me.

~~~ 

ANGST FOR THE WIN.

Sorry this took a while, I struggled deciding whether to give you guys a happy ending or whether to kill everyone.
A good balance, I think?

I hope you enjoyed!