I Hate You With All My Heart

14

*Monday night*

Christian P.O.V

"CHRISTIAN DAVIS! My man! Get over here and have a beer with us."
I turned to see a football player was talking to me from a group of other football players.
"Nah...I'm fine." I replied. I didn't want to leave Chase. What was he going to do by himself?
But...it is a party. Whats the fun without friends?
Technically they weren't my friends but they probably wanted to be.
"Aww..come on dude! Just one. It's alright." Another football player said.
That small group of football players kept begging me to go.
I mean...it is just one. Whats the harm? I'll just go check on Chase afterwards.
Yeah.
He'll be fine.
"Hey babe," I leaned down to Chase and whispered, "I'm going to go have a drink with them for a few minutes. I'll be back soon. Go socialize. It'll be alright."
Chase tensed up and his voice got scratchy.
"Yeah...okay..."
"Thank you. I'll make it up to you later!"
I walked off to the group of football players and was handed a Bud Light.
"Who was that one kid you were talking to?"
"Was that the emo kid?"
"What was his name again? Jace? Chase? What was it?"
God...why did people hate him so much?
"Yeah...that kid...Chase." I said.
"Oh man...hes so pathetic. Why is he even here?" the quarterback asked making all his friends laugh.
After I finished my first beer, they handed me more and more and my vision started getting blurry. Suddenly, I became completely drunk.
A group of girls and one boy came over. The boy...looked like Chase. Chase? What was he doing here?
"Hey there." Chase started grinding up against me to the music.
"Woah there...babe...I-I'm..." I barely stuttered. I felt different.
Chase then took my hand and took me upstairs to the bed.
(A/N this may be sexual but its not severely bad oki)
Chase pushed me onto the bed and forgot to close the door. That's hot.
He started making out with me and was pulling at my shirt.
"Baby...what are you doing?" I barely laughed. "We're...we're in public."
"Shut up. I'm horny as hell so who cares?"
Chase pulled off my shirt quickly and started kissing me all over.
This was weird of him. He's always shy.
Are these his true feelings?

Chase P.O.V

After finding a bathroom to go cry in, I decided to walk out. I wandered the hallways in search of something. I went downstairs to look for Christian but he wasn't there.
Strange.
He left you. He left you for his new football player friends.
Stupid thoughts. He's probably talking to someone or whatever. I decided to go upstairs and sit for a while because my head was aching from the loud hip hop music.
I walked past each room seeing people making out or fucking each other.
It was until I passed a room and saw someone who looked like Christian.
And there was a girl.
Christian had his shirt off and the girl was making out with him.
I just stood there.
He hates you.
He's not actually gay.
He only dated you so he wouldn't feel bad.
I started getting sick just watching. I felt my skin turn hot and I quietly rushed out of the house. I threw up from being so anxious and started crying. I ran off into a different direction from the house and started thinking.
That girl. From that one class...the one who talked to me.
"Hey, you're pretty good at drawing."
"Thanks..."
"I'm Lilly."
"I'm Chase."
Lilly. I remember...shes friends with me on Facebook so I message her.
Chase: hey, can you come pick me up? i'm in need of some help.
Lilly was offline so it'd be a while for a response. I sat down in the corner of a sign and started crying.
Why would he do this to me?
He said he wouldn't leave me but he did.
I knew he hated me. I knew that this was all bullshit. I felt angry. I felt sad. I felt insane.
I started scratching at my skin. Slow...then gradually getting to the point of where my skin was numb. I started pulling my hair as more tears fell down my face. I couldn't calm down.
I slowly started to breathe normally and just laid there right on the sidewalk.
I felt a vibration from my pocket and Lilly had replied.
Lilly: Chase? What's wrong?
Lilly: I can pick you up. Send me your location.
Lilly: Please text me back so I know everything is okay.
Lilly: Chase??
I wiped the tears from my eyes and responded.
Chase: I'm at the corner of Diamond street and Mountain street...i'll explain when u get here
Lilly: okay. On my way.
I waited for about 5 minutes and heard a car screech against the road. It was Lilly.
"Chase! You've been crying! Get in, I'm home alone this week so it's alright to stay." Lilly exclaimed jumping out of the car.
I quietly got in and sat down.
"Do you have any stuff with you or is it somewhere else?"
"It's at...Chri-" I cut off the next words and just felt my throat dry up.
"I'll show you...just follow my directions..." I finished.
"Okay."
Lilly drove to Christian's house and I picked everything up.
Lilly waited in the car while I walked in.
When I opened the door, I saw Zoey was in there.
"Chase? What are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be at the party? Where's Christian?" She asked.
I started getting choked up again and just replied, "He's gone. He left me. Theres some other girl now." I'm surprised I managed to get that out.
I grabbed my stuff and hopped into Lilly's car.
"Let's go. I said, slamming my door.