Everything's gonna be okay

New beginning

It's been three months now that I moved to this new house , it's wonderful in here , calmer , peaceful, my room is bigger and cleaner than the one I had before , well decorated, my room mate helped me though, she's my best friend now and we spend all the time together , her name is Caroline , I call her Carol , she's one of the purest souls I've ever met , kind and beautiful, she did help me start a new fresh life and have for the first time some good memories with someone. With my school partner , who is also my neighbour daryl , we spend most of the time hanging out, discovering the city and the unknown spots of it , he's our rich friend , he lives in a big house in front of us , my room's window is right in front of his room so we get to stalk each other sometimes LOL , he's a very good listener , and he's handsome though, his eyes are blue like the color of the sea at night , and he has that brown hair covering his hunter eyes , he just lost his dad , who was a good man , I really cared for him , he always did treat me like his own daughter . I'm doing my best to be there for him at his hardest times like he did for me , and I'll always do it for both of carol and daryl , they're my saviours, the only two people I trust and who I'll give up my life for , knowing damn well that they'll do the same for me .

Prk , prk ( sound of footsteps coming towards my room) , the door suddenly opened and carol jumped to my face .

- Does my hair look good ? What about my face? - she screamed

- Yeah , you look stunning - I answered, -what's up ? , tell me ! - I added

- Dar...I just met daryl in front of our room , were you guys together ? - she said in excitement

- Euhm..daryl..n.. - I said in confuse

Interrupting me she exclaimed - AHH GIRL , you can't imagine the way he looked at me , do you think he has feelings for me -

- Well...I don't think soo , I'm sorry -I said
(She looked at me in disappointment)
- Did you really believe what I said , Carol ! Who wouldn't have feelings for you , look at you ! You're so perfect, If you were a boy I assure you I would've made out with you the first time we met - I replied

- Aghghg , you always get to make me blush Lyd , and about what you said in the end , Its never too late , and you know I don't have to be a boy though - she chimed while we both giggled and laughed falling in the ground without caring about how our voices are too loud and what people might say about us .

- I hate you girl - I whispered

- I love you too - she replied

- I'm gonna talk to daryl about you, don't try to push me from doing it , you love him more than anything in this world and there's no girl who will treat him better than you , and I'm sure he got something for you , if he doesn't he has to HAHAHA , I owe you this ! - I insisted while putting my hand on her shoulders.

- how am I gonna be able to pay you all of this Lyd , you're for real my soulmate , but what if he doesn't love me , I'm not ready for this to happen - Carol mumbled

- Everything's gonna be all right, don't worry, even if he rejects you , I'm still gonna be here for you , you know that , and don't forget about our contract of getting married at our 60yo if we're both single then LOL .He loves you , think positive now ! What about going for a walk so we clear up our heads a little cause I'm getting jealous now of you only thinking about daryl and forgetting about me - I laughed

- STOP IT LYD , you'll never come after him , you have all my heart , he's only taking the corner of it , and yeah a walk will be good for us let's go - she said

After basically walking for 2 hours straight, with our hands full of bags cause we went shopping, we needed to stop at a restaurant to eat , a fancy one this time , and waited for daryl to join us .
After daryl came , we ate , talked and laughed for hours until it hits time to go back home , so I left them to go to the toilet .
It was so full , that women were standing in a line cause only one cabin was working, being so pressed I couldn't wait , and entered the men WC , men there were so disgusting, looking at me horrifically, like if they have never seen a woman before , I was frightened but the only thing that mattered for me is peeing as fast as I can , I headed to the cabin and after doing my thing I went to wash my hand to feel a weighted arm going all over my body , the disgust I felt was horrible, I tried to push him but he was strong , he pulled my hand closing my mouth trying to take me to one of the cabins there . Trying so hard to runaway, I couldn't I knew what was waiting for me , as he was going to close the door , someone blocked it , pulled him to the ground , and knocked his teeth out , beating him to death , blood was pouring everywhere he told me to go , I couldn't distinguish what he was saying , I refused to hear , I was in a derealization , I couldn't help it but fell to the floor crying in tears , and screamed . Suddenly, the man stopped , I felt him coming towards me but didn't lift my head .

- Did he... - he breathed , his voice covered with anger

I lifted my head to take a look at who saved my life .
It felt like butterflies and poison mixed together inside of me , it was him , I lost consciousness and didn't remember anything after it , opening my eyes , I found my self laid in a bed of a hospital room .