Everything's gonna be okay

Another year without you

I can't believe that I'm doing this today , I wore the black dress I bought recently and assorted it with the black high heels my father offered me , then they came to fix my hair and my makeup , I headed to the mirror and looked at myself to feel my mother's hand in my shoulder, - You look mesmerised, I'm so proud of you Lyd - she claimed with a proud look on her face , - Carol and Daryl are waiting for you , your dad and I do too , take your purse and join us down -

- okey mom , give me a minute - I replied

I took my purse and went downstairs to join them , we got into our cars and headed to the PLACE .

As soon as I got out off the car , people were taking pictures of me and asking me to sign their papers and books , well I wasn't chocked about my father calling journalists LOL , he'll do everything to make me smile , he never fails though, I really had fun , I felt important hahahaha, I did meet new people , had small and long talks with them , they were all rich , and had what to say , they were all sweet though, everyone was looking at me , so I had to show myself when it came to dancing, well my dad hot workers and friends were there so I had to , after the ceremony ended , everyone left but I did planned with my friends to stay more to celebrate on our way , so I told my dad and he accepted but insisted to leave his guards with us , I didn't had a problem with it though.
I was drunk , that is the first time I over drink in my whole life that I barely recognised my friend's faces , we danced so hard , laughed , talked and ate too .

- I gott..gotta pee , wanna joi...m..Carol HAHAHAHAH - I whispered in Carol's ear

-Anybody to join me here -

- Lyd , you're drunk , let me drive you home - she answered

- Am I ? I...key...i gotta pee - I replied to her walking upstairs

I don't remember how I made it to the toilet but I did , it was strange I wondered why would they make a toilet inside of a room , whatever, I peed and before getting out I laid on the bed for 1 minute, maybe 2minutes or 3 , I can't remember, till someone entered the room ,I didn't stood up , too drunk to do it , maybe it's just Carol who was searching for me so I just stayed on my place .

- Lydia...what are you doing here - a man's voice pronounced

I raised my face to see and I said chocked :

-Negan...no...you...what...u ..doing here,did you just follow me to the toilet -

- You're in my room , are you drunk ? - he asked

- Why..why did you leave me...I waited for you to come back but you didn't - I mumbled in a soft voice

- You asked me to , and that's what I'm gonna do now - He replied turning his back to the door

I stood up and held his arm - Negan...don't you ever leave me again...I can't stand another year without you - I breathed approaching my lips , until mine laid on his , he kissed me back , even though I was drunk but I felt his lips on mine , and the look in his face was the same look he had on the first time I saw him , It was at this moment that I knew that I love him , and only him . He stopped and held me tightly between his arms , - Why did u stop - I said

- You're drunk - he whispered gripping me with his strong big arms and took me to the balcony I don't remember anything after that.

Bzzt,bzzt (sound of a phone notification)

Carol : LYDD,WHERE HAVE U BEENN? EVERYONE IS LOOKING FOR YOU, AND YOUR PARENTS ARE WORRIED ,WE ALL ARE.
42 missed call

- Fuck ! , what Am I gonna do now - I yelled

- Are you okay - Negan said in a worried tone

I raised my head , he was sitting in a couch in front of me , his hair was messy it made him look more charismatic than he really is , and his handsome sleepy face , I want to wake up to his face everyday , he's just perfect .

- You're still here...well I'm in trouble, everyone is looking for me , I don't know what to do - I explained

- I thought about everything when you were sleeping , I'll drive you home - Negan claimed.

- No you can't...how?...-

He looked at me with that look again

- Okay , fine , let's go - I said

We left the room as fast as we could , I don't know how I did make it to this hotel room , it's clearly not a coincidence .

- What did we.. - I started

- We just talked and then you fell asleep if that's what you gonna ask about - he declared with a smirk in his face

- What are you laughing about ? Did I say something? - I stressed

- You said things...-

- I was drunk - I boomed looking to the window

- Drunk actions, sober thoughts - He claimed with a smirk on his face again

- Not in this case ... I said , can you just drive please -

He continued driving till we arrived , we got down the car and entered the house, Carol jumped on me and hugged me,everyone was waiting in the entrance of the house , and my father's workers were everywhere .

- Where have you been - my mom yelled -  you scared us .

- Don't do this to us again Lyd - Father announced

- I didn't mean to I swear , I...uh...m...-I mumbled

- I found her in our hotel mr Corleone - Negan announced

- NEGAN , I can't believe my eyes , when did u become a man , you always used to make  me proud of you when u were a kid and look now you found my daughter - my father blurted

I was confused , what is going on in here , how do they know each other ? How can he be this mysterious , I always find out new things about him .

- If I recognised her earlier, I would've brought her to you yesterday uncle Carlos , don't worry she was in good hands - Negan said

- Of course she was , well then we're celebrating tonight , and you're staying for dinner - my dad announced

I left them and went upstairs to my room with Carol and told her everything in details from me peeing to getting out of the car  , she was screaming from laughter and happiness and I was too ngl , I couldn't leave my room , worried of meeting him cause just looking in his eyes is making me lose my consciousness I don't know what kind of spell he did to me but the only thing I know is that it's working , Carol couldn't stop making jokes about it though.

- We have a lot of things to do now , we have to get ready for tonight - I stated - Let's go shopping.

- Bring your card , I forgot mine - Carol claimed with a smirk on her face.

- Again , aren't you doing it on purpose - I answered her

- Well...maybe , your father is  rich , I'm poor as fuck - she said

We laughed

- I'm bringing his card then - I whispered