hate to love

Chapter 27

Author pov

Why being sad today huh lia ask khao who is looking sad while coming to university. I am not he ask controlling his emotion. Then why i am seeing you sad and in pain lia ask. Khao has no answer of it so he keep quiet. What cat got your tongue lia again say fully emotionally. Lia just stop don't make him more sad even he is gemini scold lia who did not say anything and start walking.

Khao take a deep breath and both khao and gemini follow her. Look she is little mad don't worry everything will be fine gemini whisper to khao who nod his head weakly. I hear you gemini and i am not mad just a little disappointment lia say to both of them. Khao know why she is not little but very disappointment to him because he told his friend he will move on from his past but now he can't when he get a situation to move on from his past.

They see three of boys are coming towards them. Looking at one boy make him feel guilty and painful. He took a deep breath to not cry infront of everyone and telling first his real feeling. Good morning lia and gemini first greet them while ignoring khao who feel like cry. Good morning first lia say with little smile and gemini say with somewhat awkwardly. Good morning khao, lia and gemini both kai and fourth greet three of them who also greet them.

Then i will go first first say without glancing at khao and go from there. Kai and fourth give khao a sad smile and then follow first. Khao feel like crying. He wanted to cry but not infront of everyone. He wanted to pour his all emotion but don't know how. He wanted to tell first his reason for not accepting but he is too coward to tell him. He is scared from that pity eyes which first will give him when he will tell him everything. He afraid to tell him everything.

Why now cry huh khao see lia in confusion and feel tears from his eyes. I am not he wipe his tears. Then why cry huh you are not making him suffer but also yourself. Do you know much he cry yesterday. He almost injured himself lia say fully in anger. What injured himself khao ask in panic. Why panic huh you don't want him so let him do whatever he want lia see khao. What you mean let him he will kill himself and you want me not to care khao ask emotionally. And the reason will be you khao lia also say with same emotion.

Khao bow down his head with the realisation. You are not making him happy by going far away from him but making him sad and suffered lia say and khao just fist his hand tightly. Its ok we will help him to move on don't worry. He is our friend we should also not wanted him he will kill himself. I want to see you happy when other person is in his arms lia say with teary smile. Imagining about this make khao heart hurt so much. He can't see first in someone else arms. Did first will move on from him that early he ask himself. Why sad you also want this that he move on and has a perfect partner not you his feeling his heart and also his mind reply this.

What are you thinking khao feeling heartbreak after this lia again say without stopping. Lia just stop gemini try to calm his both friends. Why stop i am telling him truth and making his eyes little bit open lia again say. Stop lia you did not feel what i am feeling. You are not in my place so you did not know the pain i feel now khao fist his hand. Do you want me in your pl.... before lia say khao slap her. She see khao while holding her cheeks. If you wanted to say anything bad you can say me but don't say that i wanted you in my place. I don't f*cking want you and gemini in my place not only you both. I don't want anybody khao shout this time. There is no one in place where they three were so no one see them fighting like this.

Khao reliaze what he do so he try to apologise lia but she stop him. Don't worry khao there is no need to apologise i deserve this she say with teary eyes. I am sorry lia i am so sorry i did not mean it. Lets go to medical room your lips are bleeding you need to put ice on your cheeks. There is no need i am fine. I am late for class so give me permission to go she say and with teary eyes go without hearing both of his friends who are shouting her name.