hate to love

Chapter 43

Author pov

Suho is silently looking outside of window of her room. There is sadness in her eyes and face. She just sighing while looking at window.

"What happen my child?" Suho startle hearing voice and than look at the source of voice. She found lay mother who come to her with bowl of soup.

"Nothing mother nothing", she slowly shake her head. "If there is nothing than why there is sadness on your face", she put bowl of soup on table and sit near suho.

"Its really nothing mother", suho feel bad for lying. "Child i am not forcing you but if you will like this it will be bad for you and baby", she caress suho belly.

"My child i love you and i am always with you in your bad and good situation", she hug her warmly. "Ok let me tell you my secret", she separate from hug and suho almost whine loosing warmness of mother.

"Well my and lay father have arrange  marriage but the thing is i love him since high school. No one knew this secret. Not even him not my parents. Everyone think this is arrange marriage but for me it is love marriage. You are first one to know", she tell her.

"Really!", she ask surprisedly. "Really", lay mother smile at her. Suho just look at her silently while scratching her finger with her nails. Lay mother hold her hand softly and say my child everyone have there secret. We can't say it is small or big. Because it depend on person how they think of their secret. Many will think my secret is small but for me it is big. So every secret is big for people who hide it. I am not forcing you but you will hurt yourself and baby if you keep taking stress", lay mother caress her cheek warmly.

Suho lean on touch. "Its ok i can wait for you to tell me when you are ready", she smile and ready to go when suho stop her and hug her. "This secret is just known by my parents. I hide it because i am scared people who will know this will disown me. When i tell my parents they tell me people who love me will understand me and never leave me. I believe you will never leave my side", her tears are continously flowing.

"I will never and i believe no one from us will leave you", lay mother caress suho back. Suho take a deep breath and tell everything to lay mother. Hearing all of this make lay mother stunned. She never thought the secret will be this much dark and full of pain.

"I understand you my child i understand you", she caress sobbing suho back. "Thank you for telling me my child and do you know i will never leave your side like i say and believe me if lay will know this he will kill that bastard. Even though he respect law. He did not hesitate to break law for his family and closed one", lay mother look at her. Suho smile listening her.

"You know why i tell you my secret. This is because you give me vibe like my stepmother. Your warmness and words let me tell you", suho look at her and lay mother just smile while caressing her hair.

"I want to tell you one more thing", suho look at her and lay mother nod her head. Than suho tell her about joss being daniel right hand man and getting box fill with her past thing.

"You should not hide this from lay because it will dangerous for you later", lay mother say and suho just lowered her head. Lay mother sigh and say with sweet smile "ok take time but not much because sometime taking too much time will make you in trouble". Suho just nod her head.

"Drink this soup and than sleep. You need rest ok", lay mother say. Suho nod and drink all the soup with happy face. After drinking soup lay mother help her to sleep.

After sometime later suho sleep and lay mother look at her with sigh. "I don't know you are hiding this dark and painful past behind your smile. People say right people who smile most are the one who cry the most". Lay mother look at her sad eyes. "You will have a happy life my child and i promise it", she kissed her forhead and go from there.