hate to love

Chapter 49

Author pov

All of them reached house with sad and worried face. "Well do you enjoy shopping. Hey what happen why your all face are sad and worried", elders ask them.

"Its my mistake. I know it is done by daniel. His target is first only. Its my mistake my mistake", khao cry. "Hey anyone tell us what happen", elder look at them. Gemini sigh and tell them everything.

"Oh my are you both ok. Nothing happen to you na", first and khao mother check them. "Its my mistake it happen because of me. If i did not tell first about my past or if i stop myself to love him. He will not in this mess", khao cry hardly.

"Hey son it is not your mistake", first parents say and other nod their head. Khao shake his head and just blame himself.

"Can you stop it", first shout at khao for first time. "Son stop it", first mother try to stop her son. "No mom he need to understand that its my decision to love him. I know about his past and i myself include in all of this not because he tell me. Also daniel should punished for his wrong doing. I accept him than why he can't accept himself. My love for you is strong but i don't think your love is strong for me. I don't think you believe me. If you accept himself and not blame himself than come to my room and talk. I need your 100% confidence that you will not blame yourself. If you agree with this than show me your face", first go from there.

Everyone try to stop him but he did not listen anybody. Khao just cry harder seeing first retreating back. "I should talk to him", first mother say but khao mother stop her. "I think we should let them solve their problem. Let Khao accept himself and believe in first". First mother sigh and nod her head.

"Don't worry aunt they will forgive each other and will together with each other soon", gemini say. "Yes aunt they can't leave without each other for 1 second", lia say. "Yes they will cling to each other soon", chen say. "They can't keep their hand from each other", fourth say. "Like you four also can't keep their hand from each other", lay say and other just give silly smile.

Lay signal everyone to go to their room and leave khao alone to think everything. Everyone leave khao with sad and worried face.

Khao hold his head and think what first say to him. He start remembering his moments with first where first always believe him and tell him he is the most precious one in his life.

"No i can't let first go", khao stand from his seat. "He is mine and i am his. He is right i should accept myself and believe him. Its not my mistake its daniel wrong doing. I love first and for first i will believe myself", khao go towards first room.

"First open the door. I am sorry. I will not blame myself and i will accept myself and believe in you. I love you first. Please open the door. Please first open the door and forgive me", khao bang on door. When first did not open door he while crying slid down. Khao cry while holding his knee towards his chest and snuggle his face in his knees. "I am sorry first i am sorry", he mumble while crying.

"Its too much. Khao reliase his mistake. Now first should open door", first mother angrily say. "Let's them be", khao mother pull her in room.

While crying khao sleep there in that position. He is hiccuping and sobbing in his sleep. He is mumbling forgiveness from first in his sleep. "I am sorry first. Please forgive me. I will accept myself and believe in your love".

"Damm how can i sleep", first stretch his hands while yawning. "Did khao reliase his mistake. I should not shout at him. Ah its weird that his not with me. I can't leave without him for 1 second", first whine while banging his head on wall.