hate to love

Chapter 48

Author pov

Lay open the door and go inside. His heart break seeing suho condition. There is bandage on her body and also plaster to support her fracture hand. Lay calm himself and slowly sit on stool near bed.

He hold her hand and see her with tears. "Even though i kill him brutally i did not get peace. I want to him alive so i can kill him again and again. I just want to see you happy suho", he kiss her forhead.

"I love you and can do anything for you. Open your eyes suho i want to hear your voice. I want you to look at me", his tears are falling without stopping. "Baby i love you and mama both but i love your mama more. Please tell her to wake up. Also tell her she has to fully rest and she will not be stubborn", he kiss suho belly.

After talking to suho for hours he sleep while holding her hand. He is still mumbling, "suho you are mine and i will never let anyone hurt you".

After some hours there is moment in suho body. "Ouch my head", she slowly open her eyes. "Where am i?". That it hit her she was kidnapped by joss but when she look at room she did not find darkness but instead she find white wall and smell of medicine.

She feel someone is holding her hand. When she look at person her heart get relief. She smile looking at lay who is mumbling something. To hear him she put her ear near his mouth. "I kill him suho i kill him but i want to kill him more so he feel pain like you feel. Even though his pain is not eqaul to what he did to you".

Suho look at lay with surprise. She gonna wake him but suddenly she feel pain when she do moment. "Ouch it hurt", she close her eyes in pain.

Lay also wake up hearing voice. He find suho wake up but also she is hissing in pain. "You are feeling pain suho. It will be hurtful. Don't worry i will call doctor", he gonna go from here when suho hold his hand but soon she hissed in pain.

Lay carefully caress her hand and back. "Let me call doctor", he say softly to her but she shake her head. "I am fine. I just want to spend time with you". She know what lay gonna say so she speak before he say, "i want to spend time with you right now".

Lay just nod without saying anything. "You kill joss. You break law", she ask him. Lay think suho is not happy with him that he break law. Because he know suho is very responsible police officer.

Before he try to explain suho hug him. She hissed in pain but she ignore her pain. "I am happy you kill him. Someone like him deserve to be kill. I am not angry with you but i am happy you kill him. I know i am sound selfish but i want to live a happy life", she look at him.

"You are not selfish and he deserve it", lay caress her cheek. He again gonna caress her cheek but he stop when he hear sobbing sound. He look at suho who is crying badly.

"Why you still love me?. After knowing my past. You should hate me feel disgust with me. I don't deserve you. I am dirty. I am betrayer because i did not tell you about my past. I got in relationship with you but did not tell about myself everything. I am broken person", suho cry hardly.

"And i am here to fix you". Suho look at lay with teary eyes. "Yes i am here to fix you my love", he wipe her tear. "Hate you feeling disgust with you. I even can't think about it. I love you so much that i can kill anybody who hurt you. I fall for you that much hard that i can do anything for you without thinking it is wrong or right", he pat her hand.

Suho just cry hardly and lay hug her while kissing on her head. "I want to sleep", she look at him with teary pout. "Damm you even look beautiful while crying". Hearing lay compliment make suho face whole red. "L-lets s-sleep", she lay on bed while hiding her face.

Lay laugh with suho cute act. "Ok i will not tease you but i am saying truth", lay carefully take her in his arms. "Shut up", she hit her chest and snuggle more into him. Both of them sleep while cuddling.