Watch the Ember burn.

Annoyance 14

This is another chapter. I hope you like it.

Ember's POV

When I found out where I really came from, my life started making more sense.But I was still left with the choice to stay here or return "home" at first I didn't know what to do. So, I thought, there isn't much to do in a coma except listening and thinking. So I thought of all the times I had been upset by my mum. My choice became easier. I thought of all the fun times we had together though. It was harder. Then, I came up with a plan. What if I could be both! Do both. At night I could go "home" and through the day live life as normal. I did suggest it to them in the last "visit" and I think they agreed. I lay there, listening to noises and squeaks of trolley's or whatever it was. Its so boring lying here. I want to be active! My "home" is like the place of my dreams. I don't know if I was imagining it because I hit my head, or because it was real. Loads of doctors and nurses bustle about. My favourite nurse is called Ann. It's almost like she can read my mind. You see, my Grandparents came all the way from Sweden and brought with them a t-shirt I had wanted for ages. I thin it was the yellow and blue t-shirt. I saw it a few months ago and really liked it. I had asked for it every day since. I was still stuck in some weird kind of hospital clothes (I think) and I really wanted to have the t-shirt but I couldn't speak! I was so angry and annoyed. When Ann came to check up on me I tried saying I want my t-shirt on! She then stopped and said "Ember, would you like to put your lovely t-shirt on? inside my head I was saying Yes, Yes, Yes! I don't know how she can do it. She just can! Somehow although I couldn't see it I felt that she was smiling. Luna had stopped talking to me. Maybe she's busy I thought. But, despite everything I just couldn't wake up. But I sort of didn't want to. It was nice being here. I felt calm and happy. Although it was in a hospital everything was just perfect. I didn't feel angry any more. But I had nightmares and sometimes I felt like I wanted the world to end. I just didn't feel part of it.

Ember's Mum POV

I came to visit her everyday. I fought with her too much and that made her upset. I didn't realise really how much it was upsetting her until she fell out of the window. I think it had something to do with arguments and feeling like no-one noticed she was there. I promised myself that if she woke up I would try harder. "She'll be fine." I said to Felix, her brother. He wouldn't go to sleep at night and that was worrying me. "She's a fighter!" I told everyone who asked.

But she lost the fight.