SEPARATION OR CLOSENESS?

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Haseena was sleeping being tired while Karishma was still awake staring at Haseena with love.... Noticing every movement in sleep... how her lips curve... How her nose scrunches and her eyebrows raise in her sleep.... She slowly extends her hand to Haseena's face and caresses it with her thumb with a smile on face....

"You are so beautiful Haseena... I don't know whether I am falling for your heart and kindness or your looks.... But I love each and every part of yours.... Your talks.. your thinking... Your heart and kindness... Your truthfulness.... Everything... I am falling more and more for you.... You have given me so much... You yourself Don't know how much precious you are.... Just like a emerald .....  The more I dig into you... The more I fall for you... The more beautiful you look.... I know you don't love me... And it's completely fine... You know.. it doesn't matter much.. even I never thought that I will fall for you.... But look... How badly I am in love with you... You will also fall for someone one day... But I wish your love is responded well....  I don't want you to suffer the way I am.... I know you will not be able to love someone else either If I will stay here.... You will always think about me first... Your guilt will never let you love anyone else... It's our last and first night together... And I will always remember it.... But please always remember me... Don't forget me once you find your lover... I love you Haseena... And I will always be there for you.... " confessed Karishma while Her thumbs were caressing Haseena's cheek continuously... She hesitantly move up and plants a kiss on her forehead.... "Good night " mumbles Karishma before covering herself in duvet and falling fast asleep....

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NEXT MORNING!!

It was dark and gloomy weather outside... Continuously lightning indicating the probability of raining heavily anytime... Where two souls were sleeping in each other arms... Hands wrapped around each other's waist.... Mouths slightly open and a caress line on forehead....

Just them Haseena's sleep broke a loud thunder lightining.... she looks at Karishma in her arms when a smile appears on her lips... "You look so innocent" mumbled Haseena with a smile... She carefully comes out of Karishma's hold and look outside the window to see the sky covered with the dark clouds.... The wind is blowing heavily....  crumbling the leaves down the tree....

Haseena yawn heavily while twisting her hands to broke the sleep..... But soon reality hits her mind breaking Haseena once again... She looks at Karishma sleeping calmly on the bed...

"I know Karishma you love me so much.... And I respect your feelings... Even I am lucky to have someone like you in my life... In any way.... But I don't understand what To do? I am not able to name my feelings... What if this is not love but a attraction? This will break you more.... I can't confess my feelings until I am not sure about them... I don't want to cheat you.... But I promise you... Once I will get sure about my feelings... I will confess it in front of entire world.... I am not scared to love you.... But I am scared of myself .. what if I would not be able to respond in same passion the way you love me... I know you love me the most.... And If my feelings are love not attraction.... I will love you more than you love me..... But please ... Please wait until I confess them..." Said Haseena with tears in her eyes ... Lips trembling because of overwhelming emotions..... She silently moves to the washroom to get fresh leaving a sleeping Karishma in the bedroom....

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Karishma comes out in the hall with her bag while Haseena was sitting on the breakfast table waiting for Karishma.... Karishma's face fall down looking at Haseena.... Hurting because of their separation.... She moves to the Haseena....

"Have a seat Karishma... I cooked your favourite bread pizza.... Taste it and tell me how is it? " Said Haseena enthusiastically hiding her feelings and pain well.... Karishma looks at Haseena who was avoiding eye contact with Her... Karishma's lips curve into a painful smile when she takes a bite of pizza....

"How is it?" Asked Haseena again to which Karishma nods her head with a smile... Haseena gives a smile to Karishma and serves Herself while Karishma was only adoring Haseena... Lost completely in her forgetting about surroundings.....

Soon both the advocates finish their breakfast... Both get up from the table when Karishma moves to Haseena and takes her hand in hers....

" It's time to leave Haseena... I know it's difficult for both of us... But we have to do it... Always remember we are friends... And will always be... It's just that we are not.... " Said Karishma in a hollow voice.. feeling difficulty in breathing because of the overwhelming emotions... Throat feeling heavy... Tears start flowing down from Haseena's eyes... Listening Karishma's every word piercing through her heart ....

"Please don't leave " mumbled Haseena interuppting Karishma in between.... Her own heart feeling the physical pain with an emotional turmoil.... A lone Tear escape from Karishma's eye when Haseena tighten her grip on Karishma's hand .... "I have to Haseena ..  please understand " said Karishma ... Both pairs of eyes were flowing like an open fountain.....

"Why? Please stay with me" said Haseena again with trembling lips.. Karishma give a smile to Haseena.... Taking out her hands from Haseena's grip....  "We discussed it Haseena" said Karishma giving a kiss on Haseena's forehead... She grabs her bag... " Take care" mumbled Karishma before leaving the house and Haseena alone again....

Haseena sits back on the chair feeling her chest getting heavier with each passing second.... She presses her chest in hope to get relief while tears were not ready to stop.... She quickly pours herself a glass of water with trembling hands....

She quickly drink the water feeling it getting down with normalising heartbeats....

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Karishma was sitting in a cab leaning on the window... Continuously staring outside... The raindrops falling on the window ....  Her mind occupied with someone's thought... Connecting each happening with the environment.... Their separation resembling the rain drops and cloud.... Pain resembling with the dark and gloomy sky... Their love as sun... Existing but still not visible... Their mind as the trees... Standing still in the thunderstorms... And the blowing winds as the raised heartbeats.....

She gave a smile to herself before closing her eyes again getting lost in her beloved memories....

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