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Haseena was sitting on her bed continuously thinking about what Karishma said some time ago while throwing the ball on the wall and catching it again and again....
"How can someone be so selfless.... what are you Karishma... I am still not able to understand you... Do I really love you? Maybe I do... But maybe I don't...
Do I miss you? Yes I do a lot.... Do I care for you? Yes I do... I care for you a lot... Do I want you in my life? Yes I fucking want you that's why here I am fighting with myself....
You said I should choose who loves me... I love you but you should do the same... That's why you are keeping me away from you... But you didn't tell me how to realise feelings..." Talks Haseena with her self.... Soon an idea strikes her mind and she takes out her laptop....
Soon she types " HOW TO FIND OUT IF YOU ARE IN LOVE" on the Google.... She browse all the website thoroughly when her eyes fall on a survey captioned "FIND OUT IF YOU LOVE".... She clicks on it when a list of questions appeared in front of her...
"DO YOUR THOUGHT RETURN TO THEM EVERY TIME?" read out Haseena aloud the first question....
Haseena smiles to herself and mumbles "of course my every thought return to her only... And that's the only reason I am here on this website... What a stupid question... I am thinking 24*7 of her..... And it's so frustrating....
She then looks at the next question mentioned
" DO YOU FEEL SAFE WITH THEM"? Haseena again chuckles to herself mumbling....Safe? She will not let a mosquito bite me.... She is so protective for me... And I have also seen genuineness and possessiveness in her eyes ....
She again looks at the next question "DO YOU WANT A LOT OF TIME TOGETHER?"....
Haseena's expression starts changing.... Her heart again call her out answering the question... Yes, I want her in my life for forever.... And that's the only reason I asked her for tea... I miss her so much whenever she is away from me....
"DO YOU FEEL COMPASSION FOR THEM?" reads the question aloud.... She gets back in the memory lane when Karishma shared her past with Haseena... She remembers Karishma face covered in tears.. her vulnerable state.. her dust covered face and red eyes.... Her heart ache when her heart again answered the positive...
She closes the laptop when her eyes began to tears....
Fuck Karishma... What you did to me... Why I am that much confused... Neither I am able to live peacefully nor I am able to understand the truth...
Do I really love you? How the fuck find it out... I am ready to accept but what to do? Is it real? I am not able to understand it...
Karishma you are driving me crazy... Nor you are leaving me... Nor you are letting me to be with you... Do I love you... Or you are my mere attraction...
Haseena cried out... Her heart and brain battle was hurting her more than anything else... Her emotional pain turning into the physical when she holds her head and tears were rolling like a fountain from her eyes....
Her heart was giving her continuous hints but her mind declining every single thing.... She closes her eyes in hope of some peace when again the thoughts crashed her head....
She sits back on the bed holding her head.... She keeps her hand on her heart which was beating more faster than a bullet train... She sighs heavily before pouring herself a glass of water...
Her heart again give her a hint when her mind again returned to Karishma...
Karishma I love you... I fucking love you so hard... Look what I did to myself.... Look at my condition... I am crying hard over you... Just For you ... You will keep me na? I know you love me more than myself... And I will propose you right after the case win...
Cried Haseena her heart out finally accepting her heart call.... She opened her mobile gallery taking out Karishma's photo in her lawyer coat...
She chuckled in her tears keeping it near her heart and crying out loud....
I love you Karishma... I love you so much.... I truly love you from bottom of my heart...
Cry out Haseena while kissing Karishma's photo.... she takes a pain killer before falling asleep lost in her beloved dreams....
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Karishma was in the room packing her clothes in the bag when Amar entered with the food tray... He looks at her sister in confusion when Karishma done her packing and comes to him with a smile... Amar keeps the tray on table and hugs her little sister placing a kiss on top of her head...
"What were you doing? " Asked Amar while breaking the hug... Karishma passed him a smile and settles on the couch removing the lid of food...
"I am planning to move out bhai... This city will always remind me of pushpa maa and moreover nothing left here.... What will I do? I will move out after the case " replied Karishma while serving the food for herself and for amar also ..
Amar settled beside her sister and took her in a side hug... " And what about Haseena huh? You love her right? Will you leave your love like this?"
Asked Amar to her little sister... Karishma chuckles at him and replies " bhai I love her not she... What will I do in a one sided love? I don't want to get hurt again" with a sad smile...Amar nodded her head in positive response deciding not to disturb Karishma anymore..
He keeps her hand on Karishma's forehead and assures " I am always with you.. do what your heart say but remember love is not a game... It happens with luck... Haseena is a good person.. reconsider your decision "..Karishma didn't replied anything when both the sister brother duo complete the dinner in silence...
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