𝗠𝗔𝗙𝗜𝗔 𝗘𝗠𝗣𝗜𝗥𝗘, 𝗡𝗢 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 // 𝗧.𝗸

018

***

Tom's POV.

"Taylor?.." i mumbled into my own breath. She directly looked at me. Those eyes. Those eyes that i wish i would always stare every second of my life. I finally see it again. She suddenly broke contact.

"Tom! Finally your awake, sit down for a moment so we can now plan the wedding and what's gonna be happening because I'm super duper excited!!" Cristal announced excitedly. I nodded in reply trying to take glances at Taylor that obviously not taking it.

She look.. fabulous. As always, but.. she cut her hair. I don't know why but when the last time i saw her with it.. it was long. But now it's shorter and bright red.

She was still looking more attractive I won't deny. Making me fall more about her. But i have to stop. I have to keep a distance to us.. but i wanted to talk to her.. I wanted to fix things. To us.

I make my way to the space between georg and bill beside me. I look at them. Especially taylor. She's wearing her old style but very elegant on it. Her curve body. Her cold shoulder she's giving me. It's very dry.

Minutes past and they started planning about the wedding and i joined along since I'm the bestman. The way she talk. The way her words escape from her lips, her voice had never change. It's like the most angelic voice I'd ever heard in a long time.

"Hey you listening?" A voice interrupt my imagination. I snapped back and i didn't thought i zoned out. She's talking to me. But she acted that were some kind of stranger..

"Yeah, sorry.." i stuttered. I can't barely talk properly. She's looking straight into me. I can feel myself folding the way she look at me with those eyes.

"Yeah you should pay more attention" she complained and rolled her eyes as she lean back and crossed her arms feeling irritated. i don't know but i think she's just tired, she maybe had a long time back here because cristal Force her and I didn't expect her to come back eventually. She directly stood up and walked towards the kitchen leaving us all speechless.

"What's with her?" Georg spoke as i try to clear my mind. She just talk to me.

"She just need some fresh air" cristal replied and they all nodded about it. I wanted to go to her. Talk about us. Explain everything that I'm really serious about her. Thank her about everything. I can't control myself.

Taylor's POV.

I walked in the kitchen. I feel all the hurt on me. All the memories that he had given me. The way he spoke back at me. He looked at me with those deep golden brown eyes. God snapped out of it Taylor! You have to keep your distance and boundaries on him.

He had a girlfriend. I know he have a girlfriend, and i have no Rights to be jealous or consider myself angry about it. We're over and i have to take it.

He already move on. But i still didn't. Everytime i always remember him, even though i know I'll be back at the times where I can't properly breath if i can escape another tear's about him. The memories of us would always stuck with my mind like a circle.

I make myself calm and drank some water as i try just to clear my mind. I can take this. Just act like we both don't know each other.

"Taylor.." a husky voice found my attention making my spines woke up. I didn't turn around because i know it's him. I didn't look at him as i turn myself to his direction that is particularly in the kitchen hallway. I didn't mind him and just walked pass him. Gosh walk fast taylor!

"Taylor" he mumbled taking the chance to take my hand making me turn to him almost crushing into his chest. My heart is beating so fast. I don't know what to do. Should i look at him?