𝗠𝗔𝗙𝗜𝗔 𝗘𝗠𝗣𝗜𝗥𝗘, 𝗡𝗢 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 // 𝗧.𝗸

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Taylor's POV.

I'm just sitting around where the bridesmaid are sitting, along with the groomsmen at the other side. I feel my jealousy eruption again. She's literally going up to him everywhere.

"Taylor try this" i hear hiro spoke beside me. I didn't even realize i have been staring at tom and stacy all along.

"Sure" i stuttered and he take a spoon of cake and i take it on my mouth. I won't deny it was so soft. Alluring and admirable. It was so to die for cake.

"Gosh it was amazing!" I mumbled feeling all cheered of the taste.

"I know right!" He replied and we both giggled. For all this time hiro was there for me. He's there when i need someone, he's there when I wanted confrontation. Anything.

Moments later everyone was having fun, eating and giving words for cristal and bill. They're so heartwarming to hear with those words and admirable action's.

"Wanna dance?" Hiro question handing his hand to me and the soft music come. I think for a moment and maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea though.

"sure" i say teasingly as i take his hand and we walked to the dancefloor where tom and stacy already dancing too. I feel my heart burn when i saw he's hand replacement. He's hands on her waist and her hand on his neck. I rolled my eyes and just ignore them.

We danced on a smooth music as i can feel Tom's glances at us. I can't even hesitate to tell I'm jealous. They're on a relationship. And if tom wouldn't break up with stacy I don't even care. But watching them dance like that, it make me think

That should be me.

Making them dance like that while image of me and tom slide on my mind. All the good things we have done. Especially yesterday. It won't get on my mind. In this past weeks i have finally feel love once again. Making me more difficult to find just like him, but at the same time i want him. It's not a need it's a want.

Minutes of dancing it's already finished. I went back at the table as hiro greeted some guest. I feel very unenergized at all. I have given my energy on this.

"Hey you good?" My brother Charles said while he walked towards me. I snapped back acted all better but I'm not. I wanted to go home and rest my mind.

"Yeah" i say Shortly and he sat down beside me. Everyone was really have a good time and cristal and bill was good too. Everything was going great but i just want to disappear here. I don't want to see them doing it in front of me.

"You look exhausted" he chuckle.

"Yeah obviously" i replied and we both smile keeping my eyes on somewhere wanting to be calm.

"Is that Tom's girlfriend?" He suddenly spoke and look at behind me. I checked at behind me and see them cuddling. Stacy's head was laying on Tom's shoulder and Tom's hand on her shoulder too moving her closer. I feel my heart make a strange feeling.

"Yeah, great right?" I say hesitating to change the topic. I just looked at the ground as i try to hold my tears. I feel my nose started to sniffle and my voice is getting crack too. The feeling of being behind all of this bring back. I feel very disgusted on myself. I shouldn't let him touch me. I shouldn't give him a chance, i feel so use.. he just did that because he wanted it. He enjoyed playing with my feelings,my body. I feel so stupid that a mafia boss had been so fucking dumb of all around me. There's so many man's that's can treat Me right, and i know it's not tom. I should just listen.

"I'm sorry Taylor but you should really need to move on." He suggested. I look at him as i bit my lower lip forcedly not wanting to make a single tear escape on me.