I Promise : Echoes Of Suffering

Chapter- 16

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"I am not heartless; I've just learned how to use my heart less."

•SIYA'S POV•

"Did he eat something?" I asked Raagavi after making chiku sleep. He was so happy to see me, he was clinging to me.. playing with me. He has become so thin and he looked horrible. My heart clenched with the fear of losing him. He has ample amount of hair only.. his hair lose is getting more.

"He was not eating.. but I made him eat by distracting him." Raagavi said. Nowadays she is the now who is taking care of him, and I am so graceful for that. She is managing her work along with chiku.

"Nothing will happen to him right?" I asked Raagavi with tears. She hugged me by my shoulder consoling me.

"Don't worry, He will fight! Our chiku is stronger."

The doctor said his disease has spread a lot! I should have been more quick, then he would be fine. He will be operated in an month, till then he is under medication.

I wiped my tears." Doctor says the chances of survival is very less after the operation also." Raagavi tightened her hold on me. I know it's difficult for her also.

"What if I lose him?" I sobbed.

"No... nothing will happen, please be strong." She tried to console me but I kept crying.

"I took a huge step by conceiving this baby for chiku only... Now can't lose him.."
Raagavi wiped my tears and made me drink water when I started hiccuping due to crying.

"I heard baby's heartbeat today!" I said to her after sometime. My hands were on my lower stomach.

"What? Today was your ultrasound?" She asked.

I nodded. "But I didn't see the baby!" I said in a whisper. I so badly wanted to see it.

"Why?" Raagavi asked confused.

"I didn't want to get attached to the baby, because I know Arjun will snatch it from me in 5 months.. I don't want it to be more painful." I bite my lips controlling the sob.

Raagavi stared at me with sadness.
"It's good that you accept this, I don't want you to share emotional bond with the baby... one way or another you will end up being hurt."

"I seriously don't know, how will I."
I lowered my eyes playing with my fingers.

"Anyways leave it. Hm.. aren't you getting fat?" I heard Raagavi saying.
My eyes widened at her words. I looked at her face, she was staring at me with mischief.

I stared at myself confused ly. "Am I re..ally looking fat."

Raagavi nodded before staring at me up and down once. Then she started laughing.

I stared at her, is she laughing because I am getting fat. Tears gathered in my eyes..

"Oh my God... imagine how you will look in few months. You will be chubby chubby... with big belly." She said squeezing my cheeks.

My eyes widened with a horrified expression which made her burst out more.

"You don't laugh at me okay? I will not be like that! And I am not fat either." I said like defining myself.
Am I really fat?