pussilanimous.
I think there's nothing more painful than seeing everyone work their way up and you're not making any progress as they are. Even though you know to yourself that you're trying your best, you're still being left out. I know that we shouldn't compare things because we all have our own obstacles, but still, I don't want to be the only one in the world who hasn't come up with a plan in life. I thought at first that life will take you to a place you need to be, I thought life will teach you lessons that will somehow help you grow. I thought life is a good time and not a long time. But seeing everyone having plans and dreams of their own, I just began doubting what I have been doing all my life? I became complacent. Now that I'm lost, I want to ask someone for help. But I showed too much ignorance that soon resulted in embarrassment. I want to know what I want. It's exhausting to keep up with the world. it's exhausting to be afraid.
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Wild Cards
Poetry"Wild Cards" is a collection of poems and proses for all of the uncertainties we'll have to gamble through after taking the risk and giving chance to open ourselves to something new.
