I see you / featuring Tobias Forge

Chapter 7 - In the cold light of day

The sisters talked all night as Sasha spilled everything to Nathalie. Crying, laughing through it all. Nathalie couldn't believe what Sasha was telling her."Oh my freaking god Sash, that's just....well I always knew your voice was meant for something bigger. But the moment you got up on stage it was as if you belonged there. The magic between you and Papa, I mean Tobias, was almost touchable. Hmmm, come to think of it, it's really not so strange you two ended up humping each other as rabbits. " Sasha looked out of the window. "You know Nath, I never felt this way before! Not while singing not while being with a man." She hid her head in her hands and started sobbing. "But then what is the problem?" Nathalie asked. With tear filled eyes Sasha looked up. "The problem is, he's leaving with the band to the US tomorrow and he said he would contact me when they'll return to Europe, but he doesn't even have my number. I feel lost Nath...like the song, that we sing. When my pride is on the floor he makes me beg for more..I just want him to stay with me. I'm just so afraid that I'm not good enough for him, or that maybe he'll find someone else in the US." The sobbing continued and Nathalie wrapped her arms around her usually so poised sister. "I am sure it will all work out Sash, if this is meant to be, he will find you no matter what. Now come on, clean and pick yourself up and go to bed. Tomorrow the morning will shine a different light on matters." So Sasha picked herself of the floor and walked into the bathroom. After a nice hot shower she felt that her eyes were indeed heavy and she was tired as hell. By The time Nathalie was done with her shower she found her sister curled up in bed, fast asleep.

The next morning both girls sat in the breakfast area enjoying croissants and a nice latte. "Well, I have to say that I had a real good night sleep," Sasha said. "I feel much better than yesterday evening." Nathalie started laughing at her. "Hahaha, well you don't look like that, but okay I'll play along with you." Oh, She really hated the way her sister knew her through and through and she sighed. "Okay maybe not, but I'm not prepared to let it ruin my day. I'll try to keep a positivemind at all of this." And they started to talk about what Nathalie had done in the ghoul canteen yesterday evening. She especially loved the part where they were playing charades and Sodo had to mimic a chicken. She would have loved to join them. Maybe later, when she would be part of the band. Nathalie also stated, that even if Ghost did not quite appeal to her at first, now that she took part in a ritual and met the band members, she was definitely a fan. Sasha loved her little sister, because she knew, that even if it would not be true, she would join her in this, just because she loved her. The girls picked up their stuff, paid the desk clerk and went on their way home.

When Sasha arrived. She was welcomed by Luci, her cat. "Hello little darling, I've missed you." The rest of her apartment was empty and Sasha felt lonelier than ever. She put down her bags and she sank down into her favourite part of the couch. Lucy immediately jumped onto her lap and she started to stroke her back. Now that she was on her own again, she allowed herself to think back to when Tobias kissed her. She could almost feel his lips against hers again. His kisses were marked there forever. His touches still marked her skin as burns. And thinking about the way he filled her up, made her almost cum right there and then. My god, she wanted more, she was aching for more. But she could also not quite comprehend why he chose her. It was already freaking fantastic that she was recognised by Swiss for her recording of Stay, but to be a part of the show, had been phenomenal. She knew that when she started the first chorus and looked at him, she saw him standing, jaw slacked, for just a second. But he recovered quickly and the song went on perfectly. But she never in her wildest dreams could have thought he would want to see her after the show. When she saw him standing there in the dressing room, looking tired from his hard work, all she wanted to do, was wrap her arms around him and hold him tight. And when he kissed her so fiercely, she fell for him. There was no doubt, he was her other half. She just prayed he would feel the same about her. The US was a very big continent, filled with all sorts of beautiful women and she could easily be forgotten...