Anger
Anger is an emotion that torments me daily
It's there when I want to be nice
It's there when I want to help
'God, I hate everyone here'
But why? They're not doing anything
'They're so annoying'
They're children
It makes me feel awful
It makes others warry of me
It makes people believe that I'm a bad person
Anger is there when my siblings make silly jokes telling me to come down for dinner
It's there when my parents tell me to go to sleep
It's there when I have to do an assignment
It's there when people try to make me feel better
I'm so damn angry all the time
I don't want to be that person that others are scared of
I want to be the person who puts others before themself
I want to be the person who people feel safe around
I want to be kind
And I am all of these things, I swear I am
But my anger gets in the way
I just want to feel at peace
I want to feel happy
I don't want to argue with everyone all the time
But do I even want to let go of my anger?
Who even am I without it?
It's what drives me to act
It's what gives me my morals
I want to be free of it
But I don't want to let go of it
