Fuck. I've lost control again
I did this yesterday
And the day before
And the day before
I need to stop eating
Get back into tracking alories
700 No more
Why can't I stick to that?
Why can't I just do that
Am I really that much of a failure?
My thighs touch when I walk
They didn't do that before
Maybe I need to exercise more
I'm lazy anyway, so it'll do me good
"Fat whore"
"Ugly slut"
"Pig"
"Pathetic"
"You have no self control do you"
Who said these things to me?
No one
I said them to myself
Every time I eat
