If I need to tell mum tell her on text
Mum I'm sorry I had done this I know it hurts you seeing that your child has done this to themselves, I know you e tried you hardest to be the best of mums I do love you a lot I just didn't know how to cope with a lot of stuff going through my head I know it's no excuse to harm myself but I didn't think straight I have stoped now and I won't be doing it ever again I promise these are in fact a month ago but with my fake tan it brings them out more and yes you haven't notice because I'm either wearing sleeves or I'm carrying my jacket over that arm, I love you to bits this is why I had to go to therapy to help cope with my mental health I know you want me to talk to you about any issues but sometimes I can't, it's not easy for me to talk about my problems that's why I had needed a therapist to talk to bit by bit because I needed support in my problems from a outsiders view who doesn't know anything about me I didn't want you to see them while there still healing because I know how much you care for me but I know that you don't want to lose me I have been having help aswell from kaleb since he had a past involved with it too and he's been trying to help with me coping through it which is why it's not recent because it was about a month ago
