leyah pov it's been 3 weeks since i've been found and i haven't said anything, i haven't even eaten. i don't know what to say, i have been strippednapped , raped , tortured, it's like everything bad happens to me.
i blame queen naija.
i haven't even talked to billie or my besties or the boys, i don't know what to say like hey hello, how are you. like what the fuck man, i tried to speak in the mirror the other day and i could've even say nothing. i thing i forgot to speak. i quit my job tho as a stripper and now i'm starting a youtube.
well when i get unmute, billie have been trying to get me to talk, but i just give head nods or something. i really don't know what to say, i'm so depressed in the inside. i got me a new apartment everything moved in. but right now i'm just sitting in my bed, watching tom and jerry.
that show on top for real.
i hear my door open, and it's leela and jassy. i smile and wave. they do the same.
" bitch okay , like i need you to talk, i miss your voice " jassy says. leela nods in agreement. i pick up my phone to the notes app and type " i tried to talk in the mirror and the only thing that came out was a squeak " and they looked at me in a apologetic way. they give me hugs and we all cry.
i picked up the my phone and typed in the notes app " so how r y'all relationships going " as i look at them both.
" well i love my man , so much , he treats me like a pretty princess" leela says. aww my baby in love , i do a little clap and she laughs. i turn to jassy.
" my man my man my man, everytime he see me otp with sb else , he come across the camera with a gun , like who you gone shoot, you can't even aim, you a silly shooter " jassy says, rolling her eyes. i busted out the laughing, she said silly shooter.
we continued to talk for a while until they had to leave so i wave them goodbye and now i'm on my bed watching tom and jerry again. until i hear my door open again , damn people don't know how to knock. it's come in leyahs house today huh.
my room door opens , i turn to look it's my billie bae. i smile and wave, she does the same. i pick up my phone and get on the notes app and type " how was your day " i asked.
" great , but i wanna take you somewhere " she said. i whipped my head so fast, um sir pooh ma'am i like to stay in the house and watch tv. i type in " where" on my notes app.
" to meet my family , next saturday " she says. oh. meet the family , what if they think i'm too black ? what if they apart of the kkk. oh my god , i'm finna commit suicide like so serious. i think i need help, i always have suicidal thoughts.
i type in the notes app " what if they try to do me like that movie get out " i said. she busted out the laughing. ho what's funny , i'm genuinely scared and you laughing.
" they won't, i won't let them, we'll not to you atleast " she says, smiling hard. i straight face her. yeah i'm definitely not going over there.
" i'm just kidding , they are nice people " she said. and i sigh in relief. i picked up my phone again and typed in the notes app " i tried to talk today and only a squeak came out" , i look at her with teary eyes.
"oh i'm sorry sweetheart " she says. as she hugs me. i just cried because of everything happens and now i can't talk, so horrifying imma try again tomar.
time skip----- it's now 3 in the morning , and i can't sleep so i'm up watching garfield. i mean who doesn't like watching a orange cat with a white irresponsible owner. sounds familiar.
i started thinking about everything that has happened in the past months, like damn i'm still alive after all that bullshit. imma survivor i do not give up. period beyoncé 2.0 i know that's right.
" it is 3 in the morning , why aren't you sleep " billie said. she know imma insomniac.
" because i can't " i said, she looked at me and then at the tv and then at me. tell me why she turns off the tv.
" nigga EXCUSE ME, I WAS WATCHING THAT SIR " i said. i could see billie in the dark she pale as hell. she looked over at me and proceeds to pull me down and tells me to " take my ass to sleep " that's racist, im telling my mother.
girl what fucking mama ? a/n
umm mind yours
nigga THIS MY STORY WHAT YOU MEAN
oh right
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