Mitchievous kiss 3 : His Love

Chap. 9

Afraid to loose my light

Naoki's POV

After drinking and talking to Kinnoske I understand what is the uncertain feelings I have...

Afraid.... This is me being afraid to loose her...

Its already 10pm I arrived at the house and rush to our bedroom

"Are you okay Irei-kun? what's the matter you can talk to me.." she said while looking into my eyes I pull her and hugg her so tight

"I won't let you go, don't choose him, your not leaving me, I'm sorry" I said maybe because I drank some sake that I can say those words to her.. Word that are buried deep in my heart words I can't say when I am sane

"I won't leave you, who gave you that idea Irei-kun, I love you a lot, I'm not that stupid to leave you, well maybe I'm stupid but I won't leave you ever.." I smile  in her speach she just admit that she is stupid ahaha

I really do love you Kotoko

"Come let's talk..." I said and she tensed a little

"you see, I heard you and Aki-kun while talking a while ago... (deep sigh) your smiling talking happily (whispers) to tell you the truth I'm getting pissed off when you are always together I felt that you forgot me.. And why don't you come near me come here.. " I look at her but she just step backwards

I got the courage to tell her what I feel but she don't want to come near me and cuddle me.... Just what is her problem?

"But Irei-kun..." she didn't finish her sentence and rush to the bathroom and vomit like there is no tomorrow

I was about to follow her when

"Irei-kun Gomersai si but don't come near me you smell horrible that I can't take it.." she said and she vomit again... So I bring my towel and take a quick bath maybe she smell the sake in me?? When I finish I rush to her side but she still cover her nose

"what's the matter? I already took a shower" I said and smell my self coz I was conscious on what smell she is talking about

"I don't now Irei-kun but you  smell horrible these past few days that's why I am avoiding you I don't want you to feel terrible because I know you are always taking a bath"  she said

What the... So all this time she was avoiding me because of this horrible smell she's taking about... And here I am being Afraid to Loose my light.. Afraid to loose her.. I feel Stupid... But I felt relieved

"But I still love you no matter what but don't come super close cause I get an upset stomach" she smile ahahahaha

I just nodded at her... She is in he first trimester of course she has sensitive smell

" Okay, sleep now Kotoko, Ill go drink milk. Good night" I said and I went in the kitchen to drink a glass of milk... Maybe I should let Kotoko sleep before I go upstairs so I seat in the couch and open the television for pass time

'let us welcome the owner of Dream Hospital, Yamamoto Akari, with the head Doctor Takishima Shu for the remarks of the newly open hospital in Philippines,'

'We are blessed for this blessings and we hope to help more patients in need we are always happy to help' said the girl

'we hope to open more branches to help more people in need' said the man

I turn the TV off because Its boring  when I check the time it's already 2 am I need to sleep because kotoko have a check up tomorrow and I need to be with her... I'm about to stand up when I heard something in the Kitchen so I went and check it out

"Oni-chan your not asleep yet." said akihiro

"Yeah I'm about to sleep I just grab a glass of milk" I answered

"Nii-chan I'm sorry for being greedy for not thinking, the sunshine I'm talking about it's Kotoko onee-chan, I know she's not mine to begin with I'm sorry I will know my limits already I already told kotoko née-San about me liking her but she answered me how much she love you.... "  he said looking at me

" you know just as you like her and adore her, I do too I can't let he go I almost lost her once I won't do it again I also thought that I could love some one else but I just can't, when I was lost and I don't know what to do she show me the way and help me realize my dream, I can be myself when I'm with her I learn many things form her, I can't think of a future without her I may not show it but I love her and I'm afraid to loose her I'm afraid to loose my light.. " I sincerely said

"I just thought that I have a chance since I conclude you don't love her, that I am the one she deserves but now that I know that you love her as much as she did why would I interfree, just please take care of my light Oni-chan keep her shining"  Akihiro said as he walk pass me and gave a tap in my shoulders

"of course I will" I said and I also went to our room to have some rest
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Wheni woke up Kotoko's Not on the bed anymore I did my morning regime and head down stairs.. I can hear all the noise while I'm going down

"Yuki you smell great today and also you Ahikiro-kun why does the two of you smells great I could smell you all day"  KOTOKO said while  smelling Yuki and Akihiro

What's with the smell they smell great but on the other hand I smell horrible?? What smell d I have?? I went directly in the kitchen and asked mom

"Mom, do I smell weired? " I can't help but asked my mom just look at me as if I asked a weird question

"no you dont" she replied to me and went to the dining table where everyone is seated  and the only seat available was the seat near otou-san (my father) yki was about to stand up when Kotoko stop her he grabbed Yuki's hand and force him to seat same as Akihiro so I sat beside Otou-san and every one looked at Kotoko 

"Oi baka Kotoko onii-chan is here already let me stad up " said Yuki

"No you too smells good stay with me " she said and smile... I stand up and went to the kitchen again

"Yuki come here! " I called yui in th kitchen so no one will know

"Yes onii-chan? " Yuki asked

"What's your cologne or ar you using a perfume perhaps?" ask yuki

"what are you talking about onii-chan? "he replied

I don't know what to say any more maybe I'll visit his room and find it out my self

" Never mind " I said and I walk away

"Kotoko let's go to the doctors appointment" I said as I walk and Kotoko's following me

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At the clinic

We are waiting for Kotoko's turn for the ultrasound of the baby