Unwanted Love

True connection

Kenny McCormick

By nighttime I was still shocked. Chaos, err, butters was coming today. I couldn't believe that he was professor chaos.

Was I going to break up with him? Of course not. I love him. Nothing could make me break up with him.

I quickly ate some dinner before heading to my room. It was almost sunset so I started getting ready for bed.

I couldn't stop thinking about butters. These last few days he was all that was on my mind.

I didn't hate that though, in fact I loved thinking about him. Every part of him was perfect. In my eyes at least.

I grabbed some shorts from my closet and was about to take my pants off when there was a knock on the window.

I smiled to myself knowing that he was here. I rushed to the window and was met with my favorite crystal blue eyes.

He smiled sheepishly at me. I opened my window and he climbed in. "Hi kenny," he greeted, looking at the floor.

I wrapped my arms around him and held him in a warm embrace. He stood frozen still for a minute before hugging me back.

"You're not mad at me?" He whispered. "No. I could never be mad at you," I said rubbing his back. He relaxed and gripped onto me tighter, burying his head in my shoulder.

We pulled away and stared at eachother. My heart fluttered as I watched him fidget with his fingers. "I love you too," He mumbled.

"What?" He looked into my eyes and smiled. "The other night, you said you loved me. Well, I love you too."

I was overfilled with happiness. All of this felt surreal. Like I was in a dream. But if this is a dream I don't ever wanna wake up.

Ever.

I pulled him into a kiss. He was surprised but didn't hesitate to kiss back. I held his waist and he wrapped his arms around my neck.

It was like everything around us disappeared. The only things that mattered were me and him.

He broke the kiss and stared into my eyes. "Has anyone ever told you that your eyes are really pretty?" I asked.

He turned red like a tomato. "No," he muttered softly. "Well they are. I could get lost in them for hours."

He giggled. "That's real cheesy, ken." I smiled and pecked his lips once more. I couldn't belive he was my boyfriend.

I just wanted to scream that from the top of a mountain. Butters stotch is my boyfriend!

He was here. He was here with me. And I wasn't gonna waste another second. I grabbed his hands and pinned him against my wall.

"Kenny?" He said, his voice barely above a whisper. I stared at his lips. They had a soft pink tint to them.

I slowly leaned in, and so did he. His cheeks were getting redder by the second. Adorable.

I gave him the slowest kiss, savoring his lips. We made out slowly, and tongue was added to the mixture soon enough.

This feeling was euphoric and amazing. I never wanted it to end. My hand left his wrists and cupped his cheek.

His hands tangled themselves in my hair. We pulled away, a string of saliva connecting our lips. He took a minute to breath before reconnecting our lips.

We took our time exploring each other's mouths. I felt my heart pounding against my chest. My hands roamed his body, going up his shirt.

He broke the kiss again and looked at me breathlessly. "Wait...are we really doing this?" He asked, his cheeks were flushed and he had a bit of drool at the corner of his mouth.

"Only if you want to," I responded. He looked away from me and thought. "I do," he whispered. I smiled and kissed him again.

It was somehow more heated than the last one, as well as sloppier. I walked him to my matress and set him on his back carefully.

Then I crawled ontop of him and straddled his lap. He was out of breath. I took my shirt off and then his.

He put his hands on my chest. I chuckled and kissed his knuckles. He watched closely as I lifted his back and put a pillow under him.

"Ready?" I asked. He nodded eagerly.

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The time read one a.m. Me and Butters were both naked on my bed, out of breath. I was on my back, my arms above my head, resting against the wall.

He had his head on my arm, and his hand on my chest. The thin blanket was covering from our waist down.

I stared at him. He looked so angelic and innocent. "Kenny," he whispered. His voice was raspy and hoarse, probably from moaning so much.

"Yeah?" I stroked his hair. "I love you," He muttered. I couldn't stop myself from smiling. "I love you too," I said.

We both laid there, gazing into eachothers eyes lovingly.

Suddenly, my door slammed open. Karen was standing in the doorway. Butters immediately covered his chest up and hid behind me.

"What the fuck! Didn't I lock the door?" I yelled. Karen looked at me shocked. "The locks don't work...remember?"

Right. Forgot about that. "Kare could we talk another time?" I said making sure the blanket was covering my crotch.

She nodded and reached for the door. "I am so sorry," She quickly said before shutting the door. I sighed and looked back at butters.

His face was red and he was staring at my roof. I chuckled and kissed his temple. "That was embarrassing," I said.

He nodded. Silence washed over us. He finally looked up at me. "What are we gonna do now?" He asked.

"Go to sleep," I told him. "No..I meant about the whole professor chaos situation." I made an 'o' shape with my mouth.

"Um, I don't really know. We can just wait until tomorrow and see what the day brings." He nodded and rested his head on my shoulder.

I held him close. "Are we going to tell everyone about us dating?" He asked. "I think that If someone asks about it we should confirm it, but we don't have to tell the entire school."

"That sounds good," he said with a yawn. I smiled and kissed the top of his head. "Ready for bed?" I asked.

He nodded weakly and fell down on my mattress. I laid next to him and spooned him.

That was the best sleep I had gotten in a while.

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Next chapter will be the last one. I can't believe this story's coming to an end!!