"Rosé? What are you doing here?"
"I saw Jennie come into the cafeteria alone so I was worried obviously. So what's up?"
"Nothing, I can't do this mission."
"Why not?" Rosé came close to me and looked at me.
"Cause... This isn't like me. I am not..."
Jennie's POV
"calm down Jennie. What if it's not true?"
I said as I took my phone from the table.
Okay, I just need to some proof.
I walked to the place where I last saw the brown haired girl and stood away looking at her.
I take my phone and called a number. And shit, she picked up the call.
"Hello?"
"..."
"Jen?"
I cut the call and ran away from there.
No no! It can't be!! How is this.... How. Why! Why did she lie! I can't believe this!
I ran towards Jisoo and hugged her tightly.
"Whoa! Girl? You okay?"
"Jisoo.... Can we please leave. I don't wanna stay here."
"Oh okay! Let's go!"
Jisoo and I walked towards a park near our school.
I took a deep breath before turning to Jisoo.
"I might know why Lucy is close to me. I overheard the conversation with her mom."
"And?"
"It's cause she wants to take over the school... Just like how dad wanted me to marry Tae. It's so messed up. I can't do this anymore." I stood there looking at her. I held my forehead looking down as I try not to cry. I could hear Jisoo come close to me and hold my shoulder.
"I am sorry to hear that... I honestly don't know what to say. What I said earlier was a joke I didn't know it was true."
"Yeah. I.. what should I do. I am tired of this. Unnie." I said looking at her as tears filled my eyes.
I could see Jisoo get worried as she hugged. I start to cry against her shoulder.
It felt good opening up to her. But it still hurts to see how Lucy betrayed me. I thought she was better. Not only that she lied to me. She lied. Everything I knew about her is just a lie! Everything!
"What should I do?" I asked as I part away from the hug.
"I think you should talk to her. Maybe she will say why she did that?" She sat on the bench nearby.
"Oh.. yeah she did ask me for prom maybe I will confront her that time." I walked over to her and sat next to her.
"Do you want me to help you? In any sort of way you want?"
"No... It's fine. I just need to do this myself and confront her. It's better I do in private. I don't want her to go through shame and stuff." I sigh.
"Huh? Wait?." She said and looked at me and I looked at her in confusion.
"Scared to hurt her? That's the first time I hear something like that from you. It's not like you Jen. You are not the same Queen bee I ever saw. You seem soft now" she looks at me with a small soft smile. That's when I realised that I was really comfortable with Lisa.
"Ugh. I hate that! How could she! How could she make me feel like human without even trying. I can't." I start to cry again.
Why.
Why does she feel so special.
What did she do to me that I seek for her everytime.
"Jennie...." Jisoo whispers and hugs me. She pats my head.
"I don't know what is happening Jisoo, I don't wanna be in love with her but also I can't stay away from her. She... She just feels so special for me." I cry against her shoulder. She breaks the hug and looks at me while holding shoulders. She has a surprise face.
"Love...?"
"..." No... No way... Was that a slip of my tongue. or... Am I in love? No no. It can't be. I... I don't love her. I don't wanna love her.
"Jennie... Do you love her?" Jisoo asked me and looked at me with a soft look on her face. I couldn't tell what she was thinking but.
"Isn't that good?" She said and smiled.
"How. How is that good?"
"You were finally able to trust someone with this thing called love."
"Jisoo.... I don't want to love her." I started to break down again.
"It hurts me to see you like this. I never seen you cry Jen. Not even for the toy you wanted, not even when mom left, not even when dad was mad at you. It hurts to see you like this." Jisoo sighs and wipes her tears laughing.
"You should follow your heart." She said and stood up.
I didn't say anything. I wipe my tears away and stood up. I took a deep breath.
"I will go to prom with Lisa." I said.
"Will you confess?"
"No... I will just talk to her."
"As long you are happy. Jen."
"Jisoo-"
"Let's just go home. Mom might get worried. And" she turns to me and helps me with my hair and looked at her with a smile.
"Jen. Please do what makes you happy. You no longer have to hide under his shadows. You are free from him... For now. So make the most of it." She said, talking about our dad. I sigh and nod my head.
"Try to make the right choice than to make the choice that you know you will hate." She pats my head.
"How will I know what choice is right?"
"You will know when you get the choice." She smiled and took her phone out and called Jackson.
I just stood there thinking of what I should. Then suddenly I got a call. I take my phone out and saw who had called me. It was Lisa.
I sigh and called her back as I couldn't pick her call.
"Hello?"
"Jen?"
"What." I rolled my eyes when I heard her call me Jen. But it somewhat made me feel better.
"Would you like to come to my house. I would like to study with you."
"What time?" I sigh. There is no way I would say no to this chance to spend time with her.
"Hm... Wait let me see what time it is.... Okay so at 3?"
"Okay. I will be there. Let me know what books I need to bring."
I cut the call after she told me what books I should be bringing. I looked at her Jisoo who was smirking.
"Don't you dare to tease me. I will literally die"
"Oh lord- you are so deep in love."
"No I am not!" I look away but I could tell that my cheeks and my ears were red from the embarrassment.
"Are you blushing!?" She started to laugh.
"no!!" I rolled my eyes and covered my face. But she laughter kept increasing.
"Jezz. Shut up." I remove my hands from her face and crossed it around my chest and rolled my eyes.
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headphone {Jenlisa}
Random{on going} there is is new girl in school. She is very silent and mysterious. she always wear headphone. °°° she is a nerd and I'm the queen B. but still I find her amusing to my eyes. who is this new girl? °°° what did she do to me that I se...
