I can feel my blood flowing through me.
I can feel the change coming, he's coming to me.
I feel my heart beating harder than ever.
I can feel him creepin.
heart getting darker than ever.
I pretend I'm sleepin.
I need to stay cool.
I take deep breath
that's all I can do.
But I can feel him.
He's getting closer.
he's getting louder.
I gotta stay quiet.
I hope he doesn't hear me.
Heart beatin way to loud.
Shhh... keep it down.
Fuck!
He knows where I'm at now.
I try to stay calm but I lose control.
My fear gives in and idk where to go.
I'm in trouble.
He punches, he kicks.
I stumble.
I gotta get up.
I gotta fight back.
fight for us.
he's just to tuff.
I need some luck.
What the fuck.
he's way to strong.
I'm knocked down again.
This time I'm bleeding.
He laughs. I struggling.
He swings. I'm seeing double.
I'm losing.
i lost.
I lost all sense of control.
I sit in the backseat with my eyes closed.
He going crazy now.
screaming and throwing things around.
I cry.
I let them down.
I lied.
I promised to hold my ground.
The screaming, the rage l. I feel the fear.
I'm a coward.
I just sat there.
Wanting to disappear.
I cry God why. God why Why can't I fight him off. I know what's at cost.
I try. But at the end it's a lost.
The damage is done.
The curse lives on.
I'll sleep now. But try again tomorrow.
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Dear Dad's
Short StoryIn this book I will be talking about life being a dad. The struggles us dads deal with. The stress we face and for the most part, without help or notice. Some of us go without reaching out or even being heard. Rather you can relate to this with your...
