BM 56: Take one to the head

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" I'd rather take one to the head, than hear the words I speak

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" I'd rather take one to the head, than hear the words I speak...it has the same effect "
~ Sabrina Claudio ~
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it has the same effect "~ Sabrina Claudio ~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Cont'd ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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"Tell me that you don't love me Javier, look in my eyes and tell me." Her voice breaks, I know she's trying not to cry.

I don't say anything...Is like mi just numb.

The whole day just f**k up dawg, from Ashad dying, to Blaze and I on the verge of death...

me getting threatened to break things off with the first girl mi eva love dawg...

There are so many odds against us and it's not even just about her father but my own issues.

When I think about it how mi ago really mek Kira happy? Smaddy like me?

Weh life suh f**ked up.

Den if har father Kill mi dat ago hurt har even more.

I close my eyes and breathe, because now it's hard to even look at her.

"I..."

"You what?" Her voice is soft, almost hopeful.

Mi affi dweet now, so she'll get over this faster.

Even if I don't heal from this, I want her to.

So It's better if she hates me, because if she does we both can...let go.

I look at her, watching the tears stream
Down her cheeks.

I want to hug her and tell her this is all a lie...but I can't cause anyone around me to die again not because of my selfish reasons.

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