How My Life Has Changed (On hold)

Chapter 12 (Edited)

Chapter 12

“You’re not real!” I scream at Blake and the doctor.

“Yes we are, Keira” Blake said

“No! I only come to you in my dreams! You are NOT real!” Blake and the doctor exchanged a look. Blake shook his head in silent consideration.

“We are. You’re just confused from the sleeping drug we gave you” Blake said gently.

“No, I'm not confused.”

“Yes, you are” Blake sighed, “Look, you will be better soon; soon you will be out of here. You will remember everything you had ever forgotten, you don’t have to keep being put to sleep. We can have a great life together."

“No!”

 Blake sighed again. “Honey, we ARE real.”

“No you’re not, you are the opposite of what is real, the real you, is loving and caring. You are a selfish-”

“Keira wake up!” Blake shook me gently, when I opened my eyes he said, “It pains me when you have those nightmares of your other life and I can’t do anything to fix whatever I am doing to you there.”

“You can watch, if you want."

“I wouldn’t be able to bear not doing anything. I would probably end up forcing you to become supernatural, and I would never be able to forgive myself if you hated me.” I shivered.

“At least you would care, the other Blake doesn’t.”

“What is he like?”

“I don’t want to tell you.”

“Ok, tell me just one thing, one thing, that’s it."

“He never believes anything I say.”

Blake tensed, “Well, at least that shows you that I do care in this world.”

“Hmm.”

Blake held out his hand. “Come on, we need to get ready. We are going to see my parents again, that is if you want to of course."

“Ok” I took his hand and he pulled me out of bed. I went to the wardrobe, got out a set of clothes and went into the bathroom to take a shower. Once I had dried my hair and went back out to the bedroom to see that Blake was ready too and he had probably taken a shower in the guest bedrooms shower.

“Ready to go?” he said, I nodded. Blake held out his elbow for me to take and I wrapped my arm inside his. After a whirl of colours, we were standing outside Blake’s parents’ castle.

We walked inside and went up several stairways and into the all too familiar dining room. Just like last time, I saw Jenny, Albert, Julie and Jerry sitting at the dining table with the food laid out. Me and Blake sat down and held hands under the table. I don’t think we were actually classed as dating, just very close friends that have many differences, but at the same time many similarities.

“Keira, Blake, how nice of you to join us” Jenny, Blake’s mum said with a smile.

“Pleasure” I said, Blake just nodded. I put on the best smile I could muster, after all, last time these people saw me I was running away.

We all ate; we ate enough food to feed an army –maybe more. I felt bloated; I leant back into my chair and closed my eyes. I felt an arm snake around my shoulders and I instantly knew it was Blake, I leant into it. It still felt wrong but right at the same time, but I kept going because I didn’t want to torture Blake anymore, because before, when I didn’t allow him close to me, you could tell that he was hurt by my actions. Leon would be hurt too, I know that because I now know that he is my mate, but I felt a stronger connection to Blake than to Leon. Maybe it was because my mother was a vampire? I don’t know how far down the line in my family tree is where there is a Werewolf, I don’t even know which side I got it from.