The hobbit girl

CHAPTER FOUR- first night

ROSEMARY

about 6 hours into the beginning of our journey had passed and silence was now ripping through the air, everyone was tired and starving. bilbo was giving a pony to ride at the start while i was asked to ride on the back of one of the horses, i couldn't ride with balin because he had bags on the back of his horse, so i chose to ride with fili, he was kind and compassionate. i had learned a lot riding with him, he told me about his mother dis who was exiled from the lonely mountain, dis was the younger sister of thorin making fili his nephew, and since filis younger brother was kili thorin was his uncle too. he had apparently practically raised both of them.

i told him a little bit about my mother, how she was sweet and caring, how her goal was always to make everyone around her happy, how she would sing and dance around the house we lived in when i was younger, fili told me she sounded like a good person, and he apologised to me after he learned that she passed away. i shrugged him off telling him not to be silly, we got on to the topic of bilbo taking me in, giving me a bed to sleep in and feeding me every day, my cousin had a kind soul and that's why we were here, on this journey.

the night was slowly creeping in and we decided to find somewhere to settle down for the night, it was under an overhang of a little hill, kinda like a little cave everyone got some water and started a fire, telling tales of the past while everyone sat around it, i decided to sit at the side with my feet hanging out of the over hang, sharpening my arrows with one of my small knifes.

once i was done i put my arrows back in my quiver and walked over to a rock to lean on, i didn't bring a sleeping bag or that, mainly because i didn't own one, but by the looks of it, neither did anyone else, i lay against the rock, and looked over to see fili and kili sleeping already, they were the youngest of the dwarfs, and both were quite handsome, kilis mouth hanged open a little as he slept, his long hair falling slightly over his face, i was admiring him when i shouldn't of been, this wasn't why i was here.

i shrugged off the thought of kili being any what attractive and turned to gaze out into the starry night, the rocky floor beneath me was not comfortable enough for me to try and get some sleep. i must've stared out into the night for hours, lost in my thoughts, i look around once again at all the sleeping dwarfs until my eyes stopped on the one man who was not asleep, kili stood with his back to me, leaning on a wall, puffs of smoke rising above his head.
my bladder was urging for me to take a wizz, i leaned over to get my knifes but it knocked off the rock and made a little bit noise, i grabbed it and put it in the knife strap in my boot and got up, wiping my dress straight. i looked over to see kili looking at me, i gave him a smile but he didn't return the nicety.

i turned on my heels and walked out of the overhang and into the woods, i walked for a good few minutes before i found a spot to take a piss, hiking my dress up and pulling down my breifs, i felt the god needed release, i finished up and turned back to where we were sleeping for the night.
when i got back kili was standing holding my bow, i gave him a confused expression but also gave him a warning stare.

"do u even know how to use this, ur just a hobbit girl" he spouted, i was in utter disbelief that he had said that to me.
"put it down kili, and for ur information im good with a bow" he sniggered, putting the bow down and walking back over to where he was sleeping earlier.
i lay down hoping to get some sleep, resting my eyes, and slip into a light sleep.

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ugh i feel horrible making kili so grumpy and nasty😭😭😭
i promise my sweet boy will come