Hey guys so I know it was time for an update again and seeing I updated unexpected love yesterday I thought I'd give you guys an update also. Also If you don't know already I came out to my parents already and it went horrible. More pain is to come but death is not hitting someone you guys think. Someone will die who you'd never expect. Just hold on for this roller coaster journey.
Phil (POV)
Dan starts to Flat line ------- and I hit the nurse button.
I start to panic not knowing if he will survive
The nurse comes in immediately and immediately runs for the doctors and rushes him into the ICU.
Dil then wakes up and he runs over to daddy crying "Daddy don't die..Please daddy....I want both my daddies not one only...I need you guys" I then pick up Dil and start to shush him and tell everything is going to be ok, even though I know it probably wont be ok. I just want to me in Dans warm arms and have Dil sleeping in both our laps as we watch Despicable Me.
I see the doctors rushing in blood and syringes which worries me even more. Dil and I go to the waiting room and I guess we both fall asleep because the next things I remember is the doctor coming towards us with papers.
"Mr. Howell Lester last night we found a blood clot in his heart and lung so we had to cut open his chest but He's stable again and you can see him. I go in the room with Dil in my arms. I see Dans stitches from the emergency surgery from last night it goes from his nipples down halfway from his abs. I start to tear up and I don't think I can handle this anymore. Dil then runs to Dans side and holds his hands and cries "Daddy wake up please I don't want to see you hurt".
I cry even more when I hear Dil say that I I go to his side where he runs into my arms and cries into my chest. I cry also as I rock him back and forth trying to sooth him and calm him down while also trying to calm myself also. We then leave to go get breakfast and leave the doctors to run further test on Dan.
"Dad do you think papa is going to survive or is he going to die" Dil said with a huge look of pain on his face. " I don't want to lose either of you guys Just the Thought of losing you hurts and knowing papa might die makes me feel like someone punched my heart". Dil started crying again and so did I. I then scooted next to Dil put my arm around so he could cry into my chest so no one would see him. I also started crying even though I should be the tough one I just couldn't knowing the love of my life is likely to die.
My phone then rings and I see it is the doctor.
She then tells me Dan woke up and want to see us. I immediately tell Dil and we both cry in joy knowing Dan didn't die on us. We then run out of the restaurant and then go towards the hospital.
When we get to the hospital the doctor is already there to greet us.
"hello guys Dan somehow woke up after he flat lined again when you left to get breakfast". She say with a grin....but hearing he flat lined while we were out eating breakfast makes me cringe with pain.
"Can we see him pwetty please" Dil says with the most adorable pout.
"yes you can see your daddy" the doctor said with a huge grin on her face.
We then enter the room and ran to Dan and hug him with so much love and tears. Both Dil and I couldn't hold pack how awesome it felt to see our Dan alive and well. We literally couldn't stop crying.
Dan (POV)
1 hour ago
I saw the light and I could see my grandparents and my dead dog. They were calling me and I was about to head towards the light when I felt my heart beating again and opened my eyes to see myself in somewhere I don't know where I am.
"Guys he's alive we need to inform his husband and there son" the lady in the lab coat said.
"where am I" I said
"you were in a car accident and you flat lined so many times we cant even count" the doctor said and all I could think about was what day it is and where is my family.
"where my family and how long have I've been out" I said.
"Your family left go get breakfast....you've out for 2 days now" the doctor said
They then left to call my family and all I could do was think how I almost left this earth and leave my husband and my son alone. That really hurt to think that I almost betrayed my family.
Present
I then saw my husband and my son run up to me and hold in a warm loving hug. They then started to cry and shortly after I cried and how good it felt to see my family.
I promise I will never leave my family and I will love them forever no matter what
Ok guys so I hope you liked it. this chapter took me forever to write but I was all worth it. I'll try to update more often and I promise That I'll try harder to write more often. I'm dearly sorry for not updating more often. ;( :( ;(
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Teen FictionDan Howell and Phil Lester are happily married. They have now adopted their newborn son Dil. And they plan to love Dil forever, unconditionally and protect him from all harm and shield him from any danger. They will lead him on the right path and do...
