Your mind it's your own jail, it can feel like home and at the same time be as cold as emptiness , you feel how the bars are imprising you, and how lonely you are or at least that's what you think, it's like a completely different dimension, out of reality, but you can't realize that, you are in a kind of hipnosis, don't worry, I know how it feels, to be insecure and scared, to be a prisoner. When you're not sure about how you look, about what you think, and what you do. Those moments when you just want to run and that no one look at you, because you don't feel like you're enough. You feel out of control, like everybody is hating you, all those eyes staring and that endless laugh that just makes your brain and heart come crazy. You feel like the whole world it's against you and the room can't stop spinning, breathing is getting harder and it doesn't matter what you are doing at that moment you just feel like fuck up everything. I ain't going to lie that doesn't desapear from one moment to the other, but you have two options drown your soul in all those feelings and sensations, basically let yourself commit a social suicide or take a deep breath and fight against you, it's not easy, it's not fast, but it's worth it, just let yourself joy in freedom and hope one day you can look at yourself and say I trust you...
~Moonlight~
~Daniela B. P~
