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that funny feeling 🌟💓- minsung

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3rd person pov:
The boys were exhausted after the day long dance practice. They all slumped onto the van that would take them to their dorms and parted their ways into the 2 dorm configuration, it being Chan, Jisung, Changbin and Hyunjin in one and Minho, Felix, I.N and seungmin in the other.

Minho showered and flopped onto his bed tiredly. Not only was he tired from dance practice but his mind was exhausted from thinking about the same person 24/7. He simply could not get Jisung out of his mind, everytime they would get near each other he had the sudden urge to hug him tightly and bombard his face with kisses. He didn't know why he felt like this, it was a very funny feeling. His stomach would flutter and do flips when their hands would brush and he could feel his ears burn. His hands would start sweating and he hated the fact he couldn't control his thoughts around the younger.

It was very frustrating and he had never felt this way before. He has tried multiple times to gather his thoughts and pinpoint why he felt like this but everytime he would come to the same stupid conclusion. That he was in love with Jisung. Which couldn't be true. He wasn't gay. He was always into girls, well, not really. He always forced himself to be with girls. He thought that's what love was like, to make an effort to like someone. But liking Jisung was just so much easier. He couldn't help it.

Weeks passed and he couldn't get the idea of having Jisung all to himself off of his head. He couldn't get the image of kissing his pink lips. And there he was again, sitting on his bed with his back against the headboard. He would sit there and think a lot these days, he would throw his head back against the wall whenever he felt specially frustrated and he would pull his hair as if it would take Jisung away from his mind.

Angry tears brimmed his eyes and he couldn't think of anyway to solve this. He had already accepted the fact that he actually might be gay, and now the next problem was how to stop liking Jisung. He definitely didn't like him back and even if he did, what would the others say? What would JYP say? What would STAY say? Korea was still extremely homophobic and it annoyed the shit out of him.

The others were in the living room but Minho spend the next hour crying in his room. He was so angry with everything. Angry with himself, angry with the standards he has to follow, angry with Jisung for being so goddamn perfect, angry with the situation he's put himself in and angry with the fact he can't control what he's feeling.

He gets up and kicks the chair near his desk and grunts. He thought he had calmed down but more frustrated tears come out and his knees get weak again. He hates not being in control. He cries again shoving his face in his hands and curls up on himself on the ground. He can't take it anymore, it's been too long that he's feeling like this and the others are starting to notice it. His absences in group hangouts, his laugh no longer showing up in conversations, his silly jokes and pranks stopping, it's all very concerning for the others to just see Minho stop being Minho.

He's had enough, so he grabs his phone and decides to finally tell Jisung, he'll understand. If he gets it out maybe he'll be able to stop worrying so much and just get over him, maybe Jisung will agree on putting some distance between or something. He needs to do something, anything before he goes insane.

He calls Jisung's phone even though they're in the same house and he picks up almost immediately. "Minho hyung?" He says and laughs through the phone, "j-jisung-" Minho says and Jisung's laugh stops instantly, he notices the croak in his voice which leads him to believe he was crying. "Ji- please come here, i-i need you" Minho says before sniffing. Jisung hangs up and runs to Minhos room.

He opens the door and closes it behind him. He runs over to Minho who's still on the ground crying. He simply hugs him and starts saying comforting words to Minho. Things like "you're okay, you're safe with me" and "whatever happened is gonna be okay, let it out". Minho wanted them to be true but he knew they weren't. Minho slowly pulled out of the hug and looked at Han. His eyes puffy from crying and cheeks tear stained and red. He wiped his eyes with the back of his hand. Taking a deep breath and hoping he'll be able to form proper sentences. And jisung waits patiently not wanting to pressure the other.