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you don't understand💥💓🌟- minsung

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Authors note: hiiii, first of all TYSM FOR 2K READS!!! AHH THIS IS CRAZY!!! I seriously did not expect this to get that much attention but thank you guys 🫶 this story is a little bit longer and has more plot than any of my other ones, hope you enjoy 😚❤️

February 22
3rd person pov:
stray kids dorm 3:27am

Everything was quiet. 3-RACHA, the ones who usually stayed up the latest had already gone to sleep, well, 2 of them had. Changbin and Chan were sleeping peacefully in their own rooms and Han was sobbing silently in his. Being in love was hard, being in love with someone you can't have is even harder, being in love with your best friend is the hardest. Han was in love with Lee Know and it was breaking him apart. Stray kids had just finished their world tour and they were back in their dormrooms. Han finally had a safe place to cry without having to be worried about getting caught. While they were on tour, he had to go take a shower everytime he needed to cry because he was sharing a room with the one he loved so much. He hated it. He hated himself for falling in love with a guy. It was almost 4am and Han had calmed down, now he was just staring at the wall across his room, thinking. His hands still lightly shaking, his eyes red and puffy, dried up tears on his cheeks, sniffing his nose every once in a while. He eventually fell asleep in that same balled up position as he was crying in.
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Han pov:
"HAN WAKE UP" i heard, i kept my eyes shut. "HAN GET UP, YOU ARE GONNA BE LATE" Changbin kept yelling outside my locked door, banging on it. I sat up, my head pounding and i take a pill from my bedside table and swallow it without needing water. Its become a habit by now, after every sleepless night because of crying i have a routine. I get up, take a pill, wash my face and massage my eyes to depuff them. It's a trick i leant from Google to help me not be noticed by the other members. I made my way downstairs and a wave of pancake smell hits me, it made me feel sick. I don't usually eat in the mornings after just because. I sit down on a stool at the counter island and Minho turns around.

"Good morning sleepy head, do you want some pancakes?" Before i answer i chuckle slightly at his apron, "hottest cook" it says. Felix got it for him for his birthday and to be honest, the apron doesn't lie. He looks so hot with his morning hair and his croaky voice and his- "hannie?" He says.

"Uhh sorry, no thanks" i reply. He shrugs and turns to the couch.

"Hey Minnie, do you want some?" He says
"Why are you in such a good mood? Its 8 in the morninggggg" replies a whiney voice from the pile that i thought were just blankets.

"Do you want some or not?" Minho says with sass, as he lays his hand on his right hip and swings the pan with his other.

"Yes yes sorry" the blanket replies and soon enough a head pops up and the blanket grows legs. The pile stands up and walks over to the stool next to me. Seungmin, still wrapped up in his blanket is not a morning person, clearly, and is ready to fall back asleep. I chuckle at him and look over to Minho. Minho is so perfect, his body, his personality, his face is just *chefs kiss* and his whole self is amazing. Hannie, awn he calls me hannie, it's so cute i love it, i want only him to call me that, i want to be his, i want him to be mine, i want- "HANNIE?" Minho says and i blink a few times and i see him snapping his fingers in front of my face.

"You spaced out for a second again, are you okay? Is something bothering you?" He asks me.

"Yes, i am in love with you and it's really hard to cope with the fact that you will never love me back"......... of course i would never say that though, i just thought it. Instead i reply with "yeah I'm fine, don't worry about me" and i smile at him.
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Lee know pov:
I'm worried about him. He's been spacing out a lot, I've caught him bouncing his leg so much lately. Is he really okay like he says he is? He is the type of person to lie about how he is doing to not get the others worried. He flashes a smile at me and tells me that he is okay. I've known him for almost 5 years now and i can tell when a smile is fake, i can tell when he is lying and i can tell when he is acting happy versus when he is actually happy. And right now, he is not and it's bothering me. I'm scared for him. Im gonna ask about it later when I'm alone with him.