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going crazy 💓🌟👀- chanmin

(3205 words)

Seungmin pov:
I feel like I'm going crazy. Chan is driving me crazy. Everything about him is driving me crazy. His hard abs, his naturally curly hair, his hands, his face and everything else about him. God even the way he speaks is like music to my ears. My heart almost bursts out of my chest when he comes near me and I have to act as if I'm not affected by the slightest physical touch like a brush of hands or a pat on the head. I have to not lean into his touch and pretend like I don't care. Because I can't have him knowing that I've fallen in love with him. Obviously, no one knows this, no other stray kids members, no one from my family, it's just me myself and I.

Not only have I fallen in love with every aspect of him but I also may have or may not have been jacking off to him. He is just too hot. The hours he spends at the gym are really pulling off and it turns me on too easily for my liking. At night I just let my thoughts run wild with my most wonderful fantasies. With chan fucking me into oblivion and his hands running over my body. His mouth running along my nipples and before I know it I wake up. Yet again another wet dream. But panic sets in when I realize im in the same room as chan, thankfully he's asleep. We were watching a movie together but both of us fell asleep apperently.
My erection is slowly becoming painful and I decide to slowly get up to get my shit together. I walk over to the bathroom and lock the door, turning on the shower to cover any noises that slip from my mouth.

I strip myself of my clothes, step in and instantly begin touching myself. Stroking my length thinking how much better it would feel if it was Chan's hand wrapped around it. I think about how he might twist his hand around my tip or grab fistful of my hair just to make me deep throat him. Him man handling me and throwing me on the bed. How filled I would be when he was all in an-

"Minnie you in there?" I almost moan hearing Chan's croaky sleepy voice. "Mhm?" I say continue my business not wanting to edge myself. "Are you good?" He asks and I swear I can hear him smirking, does he know what's going on? "Y-yeah I'm just showering before I head to bed." I manage to stutter out. "Okay I'll be waiting in your room" he says and i cum just from the thought of him laying on my bed shirtless. I bite my hand to surpress an unwanted moan before starting to clean myself up.

I get out of the shower and dry myself before putting on an oversized shirt and some shorts that I brought with me. When I walk over to my room there he is, sitting on my bed, his back resting on the backboard and his shirt thrown somewhere in the room. I gasp a bit but cover it up with a cough and blink a couple times. Looking anywhere but him. "You good there min?" He asks me and pats the seat next to him, scootching over giving me more space to sit. I nos before slowly sitting down next to him, very stifly. I sit with my hands on my legs looking straight ahead to avoid any eye contact. I'm trying to act natural but my brain is filled with the most unholy thoughts. My dick is slowly getting hard again and it's so frustrating. Chan seemed to sense something was up because he put his hand on my thigh. I jump a bit and look at his hand. His thumb slowly strokes my bare leg and I look away feeling my cheeks heat up.

"A-a-are we... gonna go to sleep?" I ask, swearing under my breath for stuttering. I swallow hard when I can see Chan staring at me from the corner of my eye. "Seungmin," he says and it sends shivers down my spine. He didn't call me Minnie or Min like he always does, just Seungmin. "Do you have something you want to tell me?" He asks seriously and I bite my lip in nervousness. I feel tears brimming my eyes and I try to blink them away, looking up. I hate confrontation and I feel so embarrassed, he knows what I did, he knows about me being gay, he knows everything. He's definitely going to hate me for this. He knows something's up I can't just lie this time. I take a deep breath and wipe away a stray tear that fell out of my eye. He notices it and immediately sits up "Minnie what's wrong?" He says grabbing my hand and that's the last thing to push me into breaking down. I start sobbing and he hugs me tightly, I hug him back and grip the back of his shirt. "What's wrong Minnie? What's wrong, tell me, did I make you uncomfortable? I'm sorry" he starts rambling and I just shake my head unable to form sentences at the moment. It takes me a while but I finally answer him "y-you didn't make me uncomfortable." I say and he nods "what's wrong then?" And I let go of his hold, I wipe away the tears in my eyes and sniff a bit before speaking up.