adore you 💓🌟🔥- changjin

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Authors pov: sorry for the delay, school has been kicking my butt 😞 but guess who got an A on her math test!!! 🫣 not me y'all, I got a B 🤭 I cried in the bathroom but it's okay because I got inspiration to write this

Also the fire emoji means it's spicy but no smut, don't worry there will be smut in part two you hoes 😘
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Changbib pov:
When I started at JYP with Bang Chan and Han, I thought I was straight. In fact I was so sure, I got a girlfriend. Obviously after a couple weeks I realized that I shouldn't feel wrong after kissing her, I shouldn't feel the need to wash my mouth. And it was when Hyunjin arrived that the dots started connecting.

When he walked through the doors of the studio and waved at my through the glass in the recording room time stopped. He was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. He looked like an angel coming down from the sky and I couldn't stop staring at him. He put down his stuff and soon came in the other members.

I walked out of the recording room and introduced myself to all of them including the pretty boy I just learnt was Hyunjin. Not pretty, gorgeous. His facial features were so perfect and he had the most amazing body, I couldn't imagine how he was like without a shirt on. I don't think my heart could take it.

Before my mind wonders too far Bang Chan snaps me out of it my playing one of the recordings I just did. I look at him confused and he said "I'm just showing hyunjin your rap, don't worry" and then chuckles. I try and relax a bit, not understanding what's going on with me and why I can't control anything.

Later on I realized it was because I was gay. Years passed by and my adoration for the boy only grew. I wanted to spend every minute I could with him, I wanted to be near him and talk to him all the time. I thought for a while that we were just good friends, but it didn't sit right with me, deep down I knew I wanted more.

I just didn't want to admit it. Because if I admitted it to myself I wouldn't be able to hold it in, I would end up ruining the friendship that means the world to me. And worse of all I would be losing the boy I loved so much. Wow, we are already at the love stage. I'm in deep trouble.

3rd person pov:

2019, a year after stray kids debut.

"Hyunjinnieeee, come here" Changbin screams down the hall, waiting for him to reach his room before pulling him to the bed. "Hi hyung what's up?" Hyunjin chuckles at the sudden clinginess but sits down anyways. "Wanna watch a movie with me? I'm bored" Changbin whines and wraps his arms around Hyunjins left arm.

"Okay okay I'll watch a movie, what movie do you want to watch?" Hyunjin asks him, getting settled in the bed. "Can we watch Pirates of the Caribbean? I love that movie." He replies, "sure, do you want popcorn? I can go make it for us." Hyunjin says and gets out of the covers.

"No" changbin pulls him back in, "don't leave" hyunjin chuckles and shakes his head, a bit confused as to why he's being so cute today. Hyunjin finds the smaller boy adorable, in fact he thinks that he should be the visual of the group. He thinks his small figure and short height matches his personality perfectly.

So for the rest of the afternoon they laid in Changbin's bed and watched the movie. Their legs tangled underneath the bed sheets and fingers intertwined. To Changbin, that was all he needed. He just needed Hyunjin. He didn't care if they weren't actually together, even if moments like this were one sided, he was okay with that. To some extent of course. He did have a really hard time keeping his feelings hidden.

Everytime he glanced at the boy his heart beats a little faster and he can't help but smile. He does anything to get the boys attention because he needed to feel that rush of excitement to keep him from running up and kissing him. He would flirt openly with the boy, call him his boyfriend and try and see the other's reaction. Obviously he acted disgusted all the time because they were supposed to be friends.

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