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"I was the same way with River." Ramona assured me.
"Really? I don't want Keaton to think that i'm some sort of slut." I sighed sadly.
"He won't. If anything he is also protecting himself. He's what eighteen? And you're only sixteen Aubrey. Don't take it personally. For a while River refused to sleep with me too. While I was pregnant, but believe me it isn't because he doesn't want to. He has to have a good reason why he doesn't want to do it." She said.
"I'm going to marry Keaton." I said confidently.
"Really?" Ramona asked confused.
"Yeah, he isn't a bad guy or anything. He really doesn't deserve to go back to Rio and deal with what he had to deal with." I replied.
"Well i'm glad you're being mature about it." She smiled.
"Yeah." I said.
"You know that's going to cause issues with Ricky." She sighed.
"I know." I sighed.
"You should sit down with Ricky and explain this to him." She said.
I knew she was right. I knew that I should sit down Ricky, I should explain this whole thing to him but part of me was telling myself that I liked all of the secrets. I was finally the somewhat mysterious, hard to figure out kind of girl.
And I LOVED IT!
I heard the door bell ring, making my head a hurt a little bit due to how sensative my wolf scenses were and my hearing was very in tuned. I sighed as I got up from the couch quickly. I let myself fall to the ground, face first.
I opened my eyes looking over at Ramona who was standing with Keaton, River as his side with Isis. I lifted myself off of the ground slowley, and weakly, then looked down like I was confused. What had just happened? Did I just pass out?
"Are you okay?" River asked concerned.
"I'm fine River, jesus christ." I snapped as I pushed past them all and walked out the door.
Why was I so moody? I was dizzy, moody, weak. Something felt really wrong with myself I just didn't know what it was. I continued to walk, knowing that Keaton was walking behind me. I smelled his scent, and let it wrap around me the closer he got.
I walked down to the lake which wasn't very far from the house. I walked over to the tiny beach part where there was a worn down dock for people who liked to fish. I looked at how peaceful it looked. It made a smile spread acrost my face involentarily.
"Nice face plant you took back there." Keaton chuckled sexily.
I ignored his comment and continued to walk down the little beach part of the lake where I planned to sit down at. I reached the water, letting my feet sink into the sand as the water washed over it gently. I watched as my feet sand deeper down into the sand, just like how I felt. Like I was sinking ferther down into this pack of lies I was feeding Ricky.
I scented Keaton walked over to me, basically right behind me. He hesitated, not sure what my mood was before walking up behind me. He set his hands on my hips, slowly pulling me against him. My wolf was telling me to be against him, that he was going to help me. In a way I didn't even know was possible.
