"Come on, it's already been like seven weeks since I went to the hospital and i'm still really sick. I can't keep anything down Tony, somethings not right." I whinned, holding my aching stomache.
"Aubrey don't freak yourself out. You got a lot smaller than you were supposed to be, it's going to take time for you to get used to being able to eat again." He said.
Tony kissed the top of my head and tried to force a smile on his face as he left the house to go help Nate with some pack work. River was with Ramona, they left down for about a week, and I haven't talk to Ramona since they both left. But it left me with plenty of time to spend with Keaton.
"I hate this." I cried as I walked into my bedroom, laying down next to Keaton.
His shirt was off, and he was laying peacefully on his stomache. The sight of his scars still choked me up, it made me nervous to even touch him. I felt like I might break him if I did so, but he always assured me that he was "fine".
"What's wrong babe?" He asked in a sleepy tone.
"I feel sick, all the time." I whinned as I layed on my side with my back to him.
I felt him shift his weight onto his side so his chest was facing my back. He wrapped one arm over my body, tucking it under me and holding me against him.
"It'll get better." He assured me.
"What if-" I began then stopped.
"If what?" He asked kissing the side of my neck, trying to calm me down.
"Nevermind." I frowned as I closed my eyes.
"Come on Aubrey, if what?" He asked again.
"What if i'm pregnant?" I questioned, realizing that I missed my period.
"You can't be serious." Keaton asked sitting up on the bed.
"I missed my period. I figured it was just stress from everything that's going on, but now i'm sick. Really sick, boobs hurt, I think I might be." I shrugged.
"No, no no." Keaton said getting off of the bed.
He paced back and forth through my room. His hands were running through his hair anxiously as he panic'd way worse than I was. I know it was bad, but it wasn't the end of the world or anything.
"Nevermind, forget I said anything." I paused.
"I can't just forget something like that Aubrey." He snapped angerly.
"Why are you mad at me?" I asked angerly.
"I'm not, i'm just-fuck." He groaned sitting on the bed and running his fingers through his hair.
I crawled over to where he sat leaned over. I kissed the scars that were molded into his back, feeling his relax a little bit. I kissed more, and then made my way up to the back of his neck. I sucked gently then sighed into his ear.
"Let's just go get a test." I said calmly.
It took him a minute to respond but then he happily responded with a "Go get a sweater." responce.
I didn't waste any more time. I grabbed my sweater from the dressed where it laid perfectly folded. I threw it on, then walked down to the truck with Keaton at my side, basically shaking with nervousness.
The ride was awkward, and when I bought the pregnancy test, people stared at me like I shouldn't be buying one. Like I was too young, and that they thought maybe I was some sort of whore. The ride home was even more awkward than the ride there. Just knowing that I had to take a pregnancy test at 16 scared the hell out of me. What if it came out posative? Ramona had a baby with River at 16 so I wouldn't have to, and here I was possibley having my own baby at 16.
Fallowing in my sister's footsteps.
I sat on the toilet trying to pee on the stick that set below me in my hand. Keaton was waiting impatiently outside the bathroom door, worrying me and making me feel even more worried than I had been before. He was just making me mad.
I finally pee'd. I felt a huge relief be lifted off of my shoulders as I set the cap back on the stick and set it on the sink. Relief should be the last thing I was feeling at this moment. I was about to find out if my life was going to forever change. My life was going to be ruined, and I was going to forever be called "mommy" by a little toddler, a teenager, an adult.
"Posative?" I questioned as Keaton stood in the bathroom doorway staring at me.
"Are you sure?" He asked.
"Yes." I sighed sadly.
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WARNING!!!
This is not going to end anywhere near how Arranged Pregnancy was. There is something coming that i'm hoping none of you are expecting.
Keep reading, pleaaase!
