19 years old me was a big dreamer,
that lover girl,
always wonder what if she someday comes to see you there,
in a robe that we once wore back then,
smiling like a sunshine, ear to ear,
she's just going to be so proud of you.
just like when we were 3 years before turning 20, smiling for those pictures.
that old day, i was too of a young silly girl,
but all i know was i smiled differently,
when it comes to you.
i wonder how genuinely happy it will be,
just to give you flowers & tell you how proud i am.
i always just pray for you,
and knows how great of a man you could become someday, if you want to.
though i, never got the chance to listen to your dreams.
but two of them, your most precious one.
will stay by your side through days and dreams.
but a wonder, stays as a wonder.
now, we were just different worlds apart.
you were nowhere to be seen around here.
later, on that big precious day,
she'll got the chance to do everything i ever wondered.
she will brings you flower & tell you how proud she is for you.
and you'll look at her with depth of love,
that you never had for me.
and i'm here,
will just continue wondering.
(bcs this was meant for you & this work is about you, i'm putting this here, farewell.)
