I want to be your first choice
No I'm not talking about other girls because I know there aren't others on your mind
I'm talking about how you always make time for everyone else except for me
Your always late and always have work to do
Never say no when someone calls you to ask if you can help them
And no that isn't a bad thing
No I don't want to be an obsessive girlfriend who doesn't allow you to do anything
I think maybe somewhere I am
But I don't want to be
So instead of never allowing you to do anything I compromise
You are allowed to be late
But not seven days a week
You are allowed to be late but you have to text me on time that you are
And when you do I get a sad feeling
But I don't say anything because I feel guilty about it
I don't want to keep you away from those things
But when you are late and you forget to text me or you text me to late
The sad feeling gets overwhelming
To overwhelming and I start crying until you come home
I get mad at you
You start to apologizing about forgetting it
And I don't feel like I'm a priority for you
Because if I am you would think about me right?
You would text me the minute you know your going to be late right?
But you don't and that's what hounds me
The feeling that I'm not as much as a priority for you as you are for me
And slowly you become less of a priority for me
