I love it that you order drinks for us at a festival
Because of my social anxiety I cant
I love the way you smile and your eyes sparkle when they meet mine
I love how you always look at me like its only us
Even when were in a room full of people
I love it how your scent makes mee feel calm
But
I hate it when you yell at me
I hate it that you don't always notice that im uncomfortable around other people
I hate it that my friends and family say that your not good enough for me
I hate it that I had to spend new year's alone and you didn't let me know where you were
I hate it that you lied to me
I hate it that you didn't respect me
I hate it that I don't love you anymore
I hate it that I cant let you go
But I don't actually hate you
No I still love you
I will always love you
