I liked you from the moment I laid my eyes on you
I never thought that seven years later I was still thinking about you
I saw you a couple times and I started liking you more and more
Even though we didn't talk my feelings for you grew
But I never really talked to you
So you became a person I my mind
It was you but with a character that I created for you
The perfect person for me
And then all of the sudden you didn't came back
I didn't see you for two whole years
But my love for you grew stronger
Well my love for the person in my head grew stronger
And then all of the sudden you came back
We chatted a few times
And I heard things about you
Things that were the opposite of the perfect person in my mind
I ignored it because for me you weren't that person
For me you were my perfect person
And then we started chatting on snapchat
And I fell for you
You were charming and you knew it
So of course I fell for it
And then one day you asked on snapchat if I wanted to be your girlfriend
Its something that I played over and over in my head for the last two years
And then you finely did it
So yes of course I said yes
But we never really met after you asked me
You always said you were to busy
And we had rarely any contact
So I broke up
But can you actually call it a break up
I mean we never really had anything right?
But not long after you had a new girlfriend
One that you had time for
I saw the pictures so I knew you could do things with her
And it made me wonder did you even like me
Why would you ask me if you never wanted to do anything with me after
Did you do anything with other girls when we were 'together'
I still think about it a lot
I still think about you a lot
About these questions
But mostly about the perfect person you still are in my head
We may never really been an item
But I still can't seem to get over you
I'm still obsessed with you
I removed you from my snapchat a little while when we broke up
To help me get over you
To forget you
But it never worked
So I added you back
I wanted no I needed to see how your life was now
And even though I have a boyfriend now which I'm really happy with I'm still obsessed with you
So yeah I added you back
And you accepted
I tried to talk to you a few times on snapchat
Just to ask you how you've been
But you never seemed to care about me
So I stopt
Its been two years since I added you back on snapchat
And I still watch every story you post
And is still watch if you do the same with mine
Most of the time you do
You've had many girlfriends after me I saw it
One lasted two weeks
Some lasted a bit longer
But you have a girlfriend now that you've been with for a while
Almost a year now I guess
You've bought a house together
You seem happy with her
And I'm glad
I'm happy for you
But I still wonder why you did this to me
I'm still a little broken because of you
And your still that perfect person in my mind
So how could I ever be mad at you
When your perfect
Even though your everything but perfect
