Against Myself

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by xiomaramoonshine

by xiomaramoonshine

I'm constantly stuck in a battle against myself that i'm pretty sure, no, positive, i'm never going to win

Its this feeling of drowning in an empty pool

Or falling off a cliff that's actually a curb

It's running in the middle of a busy Traffic street with The Presence of no cars

It's never being able to fall in love with someone who's never going away

Traveling hours to a destination that's nonexistent And Nearby

Its loving others so wholeheartedly and allowing them to have you in every situation but never being able to love or show up for yourself

It's being a walking self-help book that never publishes itself, or even tries to, for that matter

Its believing that you were never supposed to be here while walking this lonely planet