A teenager dying to be loved gets bet on by his crush.

7

Kai's pov:
I never once thought about what would happen between me and Zander in the future and now I have and it's killing me to know he might be dealing with some shit right now and I know I'm supposed to hate him and I do hate him but I just can't help but think to myself 'do I actually like him?' 'Will he forgive me if I apologized?' I know it's wrong but I can't help it and it's bothering the fuck out me.

I want to know if he's ok even though I would rather die then ask him but I know I need to know what his sexuality is. Well I know what it is he's gay but what if it's changed? Nah it hasn't and it probably never will.

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I changed my mind I'm going to his house.

But I do sense something is going on between my mom and his dad and that CANNOT happen. My dads on a business trip so he's not here to notice that Zander's dad is here all the god damn time like fuck this shit im out.

Nova's at a friends house right now and spring breaks ends in 2 days so I need to know.

I walk down the street, I decided to just take a walk then go to Zander's house and talk to him about my mom and his dad.

I walked into the park where everything happened. The day he had a panic attack because of me and Nova yelling at me for causing it and it wasn't even my fault, I know it fucking wasn't.

I was just sitting on the swings when it started to rain a little so I decided to just book it to Zander's house.

I ended up getting there but it was pouring and Zander was laying in the roadway looking up at the sky soaking wet. Now I was a bit concerned because he usually does this when he needs an escape.

I walk up to him and stand over him.

"What ya doing there huh?" I asked. "Nothing just needed to get out" he replied. "Oh I see, wanna go back inside I need to talk to you" I said. "I guess..?" He replied but it was more of a question then a answer.

We both went inside and Zander got dried off.

I sat on his bed while I was waiting for him to come out of the bathroom.

He came out in a long sweater and shorts, he took a seat next to me and looked at me.

"So what did you wanna say?" He asked. "I wanted to know if your ok, ok like I'm not gonna kms ok" I said. "Yes I'm ok like stop worrying about me I'm fine and why do you care? You hate me with everything in your god damn body" he replied. "..I just wanted to make sure because Novas been worrying about you that's all, anyway since you want me gone I'm gonna go" I said. "Wait but it's raining" he said. "Yeah? And?" I replied. "Your gonna get wet and sick dumbass" he said. "No I won't" i replied. "Sure" he said as he rolled his eyes.

I walked out anyway just because I needed to before I said something I might actually regret.

Well I decided to go to the store to get snacks in case I actually get sick and have to stay home.

I eventually get to the store soaking wet but that's ok I don't care.

I get what I need and pay and I leave and head back to my house.

I'm back home and I decided to take a shower so I did.

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Kai got in the shower and after he was done he got changed into some comfortable clothes and sat down to watch tv.

His parents were home but Zanders dad was still here which isn't normal but it's whatever.

Kai ended up falling into a deep sleep.

Hope you enjoyed this chapter! I will be posting another story but I am gonna continue this one dont worry! Anyway 693 words!!