A teenager dying to be loved gets bet on by his crush.

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tw: 0verdo$e, mention of $h, mentions of blood.

It's crazy to feel this hurt about someone you love.

But at the same time it's normal. But to zander ur feels like he's 14 again, crying for no reason. But it was really because of his mental health and how much pressure his school was giving him and Kai was there through everything.

He trusted him with his life, his soul, his heart. Sure it sounds dumb but at the end of the day he was still his friend- or boyfriend..?

He didn't know what to call him at all so he's not gonna put a label on him and just call him by his dumb name.

God he wishes he wasn't this pathetic. He wishes that he was strong and didn't cry over some guy who had a bet on him and he was probably laughing about it with his friends and not like him sobbing into his pillow wanting to give up on love already but he remembered what his dad told.

"If you want to give up just write in this book, it helped me when your mother left"

Zander decided to grab the book and write in it because he needed to write.
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Kai's pov:
I was walking home with tears in my eyes.

I never knew I had feelings for him but now I'm a fucking wreck, a wreck that caused this mess.

I never should have taken that bet at all, it was so fucking dumb, dumber then fucking my English teacher.

God I hated my English teacher.

"Idk can't you👀"

Like shut the fuck up yes I can, I didn't have to ask you but I did because I'm nice.

But Zander meant something to me but I ruined that shit for good.

I don't know if I should apologize or not.

I think I should.

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Nones pov:
Zander was in his bedroom with a bottle of sleeping pills in his hand as he looked around his room and spotted his old bl@de. He grabbed that as well.

He took the pills first then slid the blade across his stomach and arms as the sleeping pills started to set in.

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Kai got to Zander's house because he felt something was off and he had to apologize so he walked in and ran upstairs to Zander's bedroom.

"Zan..? You in her-" Kai cut himself off as he looked at Zander who had a small smile on his face as he stared at Kai.

"Zander! God damn it" Kai said as he grabbed a few towels and put pressure on the wounds and he dialed 9-1-1.

"911 what's your emergency?" The operator said.
"Hi, hi yes my uhh boyfriend overdosed and he's barely breathing and he's bleeding badly! I need an ambulance!" Kai said as his voice cracked. "Ok sir, clam down, now what's your address?" The operator asked. "It's 223 west foot street" kai said. "Ok a ambulance will be there in 2 minutes keep him breathing" the operator said. "Please hurry..." Kai whispered as he tried talking to Zander to keep him awake.

The paramedics came in and took him but Kai wasn't aloud to go with him so he ran to the hospital that Zander was going to.

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Kai waited in the waiting room for about four hours until a doctor came out.

"Zander..Jacobs?" she said. "Yea that's me is he ok..?" Kai asked with hope in his voice. "Yea he's fine and stable but he has a lot of stitches" the doctor said. "C-can I see him please" kai said. "Yes, he's in room 212" she said as Kai went to Zander's room.

"Oh my..." Kai said as he looked at the love of his life with all the wires and tubes but in him.

It made him feel sick almost.

"Hey...Zander. Im so sorry, I really am, I'm sorry for everything I did to you" Kai said as he continued to talk to zander but then suddenly his heart stopped.

"DOCTOR!" Kai yelled as doctors came in and started pushing him out.

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Another hour or two later he was fine and he was awake which was..shocking. He asked for Kai..well that doesn't happen everyday.

"Oh..Kai" Zander said as he saw the state Kai was in. "I'm sorry" Kai said as he stood next to zander. "What are you sorry for love? You didn't do this. I did this to myself so don't blame yourself" Zander said as he grabbed Kai's Han sand held it in his hand. "But it is, I made you do this.." Kai said as he started crying. "Oh baby no" zander said.

Sure they weren't together but Zander loved calling Kai nicknames like that and it always comforted Kai.

"I love you and I didn't mean to hurt you and I love you so much it hurts to even know that you almost died on me"Kai said. "I know and I love you to..." Zander said as he stared into Kai's eyes.

"But I hurt you darling.." kai said. "But I'm still here, aren't I?" Zander said as he chuckled. "Yeah I guess." Kai said as he sat beside Zander in the chair and put his head on the bed and looked up at Zander who took this opportunity to run his hand through Kai's soft hair.
Kai started to fall asleep but before he did  he said.

"I don't deserve you at all, darling.."

Last chapter of this story and I'm proud big it so much I love it I cantttt I love it anyway I love you guys and if you have any story ideas please message me of commet them!!

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