My dreams were muddled with messes of Phil, screaming, crying, adorably squirming under my every touch. But there was one Phil dream that stood out to me.
We were at Vidcon, and the fans had confronted Phan head-on. We always tried to keep it away from our fans, since we wanted to keep our personal life private. I mean, I didn't particularly care if people knew, because it's who I am and I've known it since I was a teenager, but Phil's afraid fans might take it too far if we confirm it. Which I understand for the most part.
Anyway, the fans in my dream were so pesky and kept pestering us, until Phil was forced into admitting it. The fans cheered, some of them cried.
I didn't think much of the dream. Until the next morning.
"Dan," Phil said absentmindedly as we lay in bed watching Attack on Titan in the late morning.
"Yes?" I cooed.
"I had a strange dream,"
"What was it?" I asked curiously, propping myself up on my elbow to look at him as he spoke.
I listened in awe as the man I love recounted the exact same dream I had had last night. "R-Really?" I stuttered.
"Yes," He sighed. "And I was thinking. Maybe I'm ready to tell the fans."
My heart skipped a beat. "You think so?" I glanced over at him.
"Yes." He looked me straight in the eyes and abruptly kissed me with so much fire, it was like we were first meeting all over again.
"Hello internet!" I said, with an actual smile on my face. "I have some important news for you all, and I think most of you are going to pee your pants or cry a lot. Which is good... I think." I laughed to myself before I added, "Alright, Phil, you can come in."
He plopped down on the bed next to me. "Hi guys!" He beamed up at the camera, and I couldn't take my eyes off of him for the life of me. They don't call me Heart Eyes Howell for nothing. "Do you want to tell them, or should I?" He asked.
"I can tell them," I smiled reassuringly at him and put my hand on his thigh lovingly. "Well, here it is, guys. I'm in a relationship!" I chirped happily. "With none other than-"
"Me!" Phil squeaked adorably.
We chuckled in relief. Who knew it would be this easy? "Now, this isn't exactly a new thing." I confessed. "We've been together for about 3 years, now. Only like Chris, PJ, Lou, and assorted friends slash Youtubers know. And-" I gulped audibly. "since I know my Gran watches my videos, hello Gran! Please don't disown me." I laughed, only half-joking.
Phil laughed. "Hello, Granny Howell! We'll come visit again soon!"
We had entangled hands and our smiles shone brighter than ever. "So yes, friends, this doesn't change anything. We just wanted to get it off our chests and quit having to hide." I explained. "Sorry this video was so short. We will be posting a new gaming video on DanAndPhilGames as of Friday, hopefully!" I sighed. "That's all for now, bye guys!"
I sat back down after turning off the camera. "That went alright," Phil said, kissing my earlobe gently.
"Mhm," I agreed as his lips moved down my neck, making me gasp. "Phiiiil," I purred and laid back on the bed, just letting it happen.
Everything was perfect for once. I just hoped it would stay that way.
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You Smiled Because You Knew ||Phan||
FanficThis is my first fanfiction, and it's Phan (Danisnotonfire/amazingphil) Trigger Warnings: Self harm, depression, suicide, anxiety, homophobia WARNING: does include the sex :OOOOO disclaimer: I do not own or claim to own Daniel James Howell (Danisnot...