You Smiled Because You Knew ||Phan||

Chapter Five: Just Like Old Times

I woke up in my bed with clean sheets and a warm duvet. Phil was holding my hand tightly, almost like he was afraid to let go.

"Oh no," I breathed.

"Dan!" He stood up, a bit too fast. "Oh my goodness, you scared me so bad. I can't lose you. I need you." He said gravely.

His words hit me like a train. "Y-you need me?" I asked, baffled.

"Of course I do. Why would you post that video, what were you thinking?" He started to lecture me. "The fans are worried sick, and I don't know what I'm supposed to tell them."

"Say it was a fake. A prank. A distasteful prank that I regret." I said blankly.

"You were crying, Dan."

"I was an actor, Phil." I smiled halfheartedly.

He gently kissed my forehead, causing my stomach to flutter. "Do you want some tea?"

"Tea would be great."

I sat down on the couch and Phil plopped down next to me. We sat in agonizing silence for a few moments before we had to address the elephant in the room.

"Dan," He spoke softly. "I-"

I cut him off. "No Phil, listen. The video and text could never say how horrible I feel. And I've been desperately in love with you since we met. And I understand if you never want to see me again." I looked down, trying not to cry again.

"No." He lifted my chin up with his finger so I was gazing into his beautiful hazy blue eyes, filled to the brim with tears again. "I'm sorry. I overreacted. We've got problems. But we can work through them. It's been hard to breathe without you, Dan."

I didn't know what to say. "R-Really?"

"Yes! Why do you think I banged down your door at 5 am and made you vomit all over me, you idiot?"

I wanted to chuckle a bit, but this was the most inappropriate time to chuckle as ever. "Can you come back?" I asked in a small voice.

"I've never wanted anything more." He said with that adorable grin of his and kissed me on the lips.

His lips were whiskey and I was an AA who's stayed away for far too long.

Our kisses were short and gradually grew more and more intense as he positioned himself on top of me, grinding his hips against mine, making me whimper in the best kind of way.

I wasn't used to Phil being the dominant one who pins me down to the couch and sucks me off- and I wasn't used to liking it this much.

His clothes were still on, but none of mine were. I swear he gave me so many hickeys I was a fucking leper. All I could think was I love him I love him I love him I love him I- "Oh God, Phil!" I reached my limit and came in his mouth, like I have many times before just for him.

I sat up on the couch and pulled on my boxers. "God, I've missed you," I said and kissed him passionately.

"Hello Internet!" I laughed.

"Hello!" Phil chimed in cheerily.

"Now, a lot of you guys are extremely worried about me, but guess what? I'm okay!" I paused to edit in the yay's. "And look who moved back in!" I gestured to Phil.

"Hi guys!" He greeted. "It feels nice to be back at my flat with my favorite flatmate!" He chirped. "Sorry PJ," He looked at the floor jokingly.

I chuckled. "Alright, well I've deleted the video, and all I'm asking from my fans is to just forget it. Block it from your memory, and we will never speak of it again."

"Yay!" Phil exclaimed, causing me to burst out laughing.

"Anyway. This is just a short video to let all of you know I am, in fact, still kicking and being a bitterly sarcastic human being."

"I'll make sure he continues to update," Phil smirked.

"Yes he will. Alright, bye guys!"

"Bye!" Phil chimed in.

I didn't film a sexy end screen dance, and for good reason.

"I think the fans will be okay with that." Phil murmured, pressing his lips into my hair.

"I'm not so sure," I said worriedly.

He ran his fingers through my hair absentmindedly and retorted, "Oh, Danny boy, you worry too much." And without warning, his lips crushed mine roughly.

"Phil," I breathed between kisses. "I love you,"

He smiled slyly between kisses and his hands found their way up my shirt. His cold fingers sent a shiver down my spine as his lips hungrily nipped at my neck, causing me to moan softly.

This is amazing. I thought as he pulled his shirt off, then mine. Just like old times. Just like old times...